All Or Nothing

A Funny Feeling

                            •CYRUS POV•

I finally get home from trapping for a little , it's been an hour and some change since I left Ronnies crib , I had to wait till they all drove off just to get dressed so Mira's nosey ass wasn't asking no more questions. I take my sneakers off and set them aside and swiftly slip on my Gucci slippers. I get a text from Ronnie and begin reading it "Can I come get my key ? We're around the corner from my apartment , I can be there in like 20-25 mins" she wrote with the two eye emojis at the end. I take a good look around my apartment noticing it was a little messy , I need to clean this shit up before she comes.

"Ok." I typed , before noticing it seem a little dry.. truth be told I wasn't big on texting I'm more so a caller or in person type of girl but I didn't mind texting Ronnie , she never overly texts me. I read my message again Hmm maybe I should add more.. I took away the period and began typing again "Ok as long as you leave the throw up at home" I looked down at the emoji board and pressed one laughing emoji before sending it. I smiled to myself and quickly felt it fade away , sucks she went to the museum with those two.. we didn't even get to enjoy the food or our chat.

I remember the first night I met her in the elevator.. she was behind me and Zoey , I could smell the alcohol coming from her but she also smelled like peaches for some reason... Then the time in the car when she first grabbed weed off me.. I truly was gonna rob her at first but I seen who she was. If I'm being honest with myself I always thought Ronnie was one of those Masculine girls that had a very feminine face - a pretty one , Ronnie is different from what I'm used to.. she confuses me!

I shake the thought away and walk to the kitchen and begin washing a few dishes. I put the soapy cup in the other sink along with the plate and fork when my mind started to get foggy again. I thought about the night I saw Ronnie fighting those two dickheads all alone.. I came out the club looking for her and there she was beating the fuck out of Bones and Rob , I've never seen a stud defend themselves the way Ronnie did and that's why I wanted her apart of FBA to begin with.

Not only that and also because she was never frightened of me , Even when I tried shooting her and I'm so glad that gun jammed!! I was so wrong for that and about her! I just feel bad I had to handle John the way I did without telling her .. it's truly hard to sit in her face after doing what I did , but who am I with my Respect? I couldn't let some corny ass light skin with a box cut named John, rob me and think that shit okay. I had to handle my business with him and I hope that doesn't affect our.. friendship , but if it does so be it.

I thought looking down at the cup I just rinsed out , I set it on top of the rack to dry along with the plate and fork. I wipe my hands on the kitchen cloth. I take a deep breath in feeling a little overwhelmed from my thoughts I walk over to the refrigerator and grab a water. I put it up to my lips and slowly began drinking it.. I looked over at the couch noticing the pillows were out of place along with the coffee table. I put the cap on the water and set it down on the counter , I walk over to the couch first and began fixing everything in place. I sit down and fix the ornaments swiftly , I noticed a few crumbs on the floor and got up and walked over to the kitchen closet and grab the vacuum cleaner and quickly plug it in and began going over the whole carpet.

By the time I get done I was pretty exhausted , I still feel a little nauseous from drinking last night that's definitely not the vibe I'm on today. I light the candle on that sat in the middle of the coffee table , it was a Rose citrus kind. I grab my phone off the counter and seen Ronnie texted me two times along with my sister Cierra . I click Cierra's message first seeing she was just saying hey I texted her back "Hey sis" and sent it , then went to Ronnie's message seeing she put a few crying and laughing emojis at what I said. Then the next message read she was on her way that was 10 minutes ago so she should be pulling up soon I thought to myself. I went to my room to go change out of last nights clothes.

I looked through my dresser trying to find a outfit. After searching for a couple minutes I find black sweatpants that had white logo on it, with a grey fitted shirt to go with. I looked in the mirror and decided keep my chain on , I usually wear it all the time but there's times I took it off , like if I'm home or showering. I swiftly get undressed and put the outfit I had out on , I got some black socks out the middle of the drawer and put them on , I heard a knock at the door must be Ronnie I thought , I straighten out my socks before  slipping my slides back on. I grab her key out my jacket pocket and throw my clothes in the Bin another with a few other clothes. I heard another knock and bit my lip as I tried to hurry up out the room .

"What's up? Oh mm , It smells good in here" she said  sounding amused. "Thanks" I said biting my lip as I shut the door behind her , I locked it. "By the time I turned back around Ronnie was over by the coffee table bending over as she looked at the candle. "Rose citrus , ima have to get that no bull shit!" She said in a in enthusiastic way. "I can get you one.. it was only like $15 for that big thing" I said wandering over towards her. "I can get too Cyrus , you got me enough last night for my birthday , which may I add was lit as fuck thanks to you I'm still sore from falling!" She said as she got comfortable on the couch , I sat at the other end .

I began to laugh as I thought about Ronnie busting her ass last night "You did go down hard as fuck gang , you was tore up" I said smirking over at her. She had light washed jeans , her Lanvin sneakers with a white hoodie on that had black words on it that read "Not Regular" Her curls looked more defined then usual .. maybe she used a new product I thought . I felt myself staring a little to hard , so I looked away. "I know.. yoo that shit was funny as hell." Ronnie said laughing , she looked happy. "How was the museum?" I said getting up and walking over to the counter for my water "It was fun!  Mira really wanted to you come , Jordan too"  she said but that didn't impress me "Did you?" I spoke quietly yet stern.

She looked over at me with wide eyes , her mouth slightly opened and her lips quivered. "Yes" she says and I smiled to myself without letting it show on my face. "You know that though" she said and I swiftly shrug my shoulders "I do" I said sounding a bit cocky "Yeah well , you didn't come so I seen the dinosaur bones with out you" she said smirking as she sat there looking comfortably. "Oh Noo...here's your key" I said sarcastically reaching in my pocket as I wandered over to her she reached her hand out to me and I placed the key in it gently. "Thank you" she said chuckling while looking me in the eyes . I suddenly felt nervous fuck here we go with this shit I thought to myself.

•How do y'all feel about Cyrus•
•Do you think she know that she likes Ronnie•
•What's your thoughts on Jordan•