All Or Nothing

Ghost

                 •WILLOWS POINT OF VIEW•

"Aye shawty... I know you missed me , where you at?" I hear a dark familiar voice say to me , My heart starts to pick up the pace and my forehead starts to sweat . "Who is this?" I say hoping I wasn't hearing correctly. "Bitch you know who this is , it's Ghost" I hear them say And I quickly hang up the phone.

Stumble back onto the toilet seat and I start to freak out , I stand back up and turn cold water on splashing my face over and over. I hear my phone ring again , I quickly answer the phone "Ghost please just leave me alone" I say as I get more upset . "Please ghost , please can you just leave me alone" I start to cry . "Baby shut yo ass up with all that crying , now where you at so I can get some of that pussy" she says as she starts to laugh evilly.

"Gh-ghost I-" she quickly cuts me off "Aye now bitch you testing me- didn't I tell you we in this for life! I tell you this all the time- matter fact bitch tell me where you at before I gotta pay yo fat ass granny a visit and slap that hoe upside the head" she says and I start to cry even more .

"Didn't I tell you to shut the fuck up with all that crying?!" She yells though the phone , "I'm sorry I'm sorry" I start to sob "Okay I'm gonna come home please don't hurt me ghost please , I can't be looking all fucked up anymore I have my own busi-" I pleaded , she quickly hangs up the phone and I start to hyperventilate.

*Knock knock knock* I hear Ronnie outside the bathroom door banging. I quickly wipe my tears away and splash some cold water on my face. "Willow... is everything okay?" She says sounding very worried "I- Im okay , I'll b- be out in a second" i Stuttered as I quietly start to cry again.

After about 5 minutes I finally gather the courage to walk back into the living room with Ronnie "Hey what's wrong?" She asks me as I walk over near the couch. "I just got some trouble news that all" I say trying not to cry again , I take a big sigh "I'm sorry , is there anything I can do to help you?" She says in the nicest tone . I grab my keys and wallet "Uhhh .. I don't know" I say as I drop my head down and sigh again. "Uhhh maybe one of those kisses before I have to go" I say in a jokingly way.

Unexpectedly she stands up and walks over to me without saying a thing, she lifts my head up we both look each other in the eyes she leans in closer and gently gives me a kiss , she slides both her hands up around my face and kisses me . Her lips were so soft and smooth I fell in deeper every touch. Her right arm slowly drops down to my waist as she pulls me in closer I feel all my problems slowly fade away. Each kiss felt like a million a second . I slowly lean in closer.

Ronnie was way taller then me so she had to do a little bending , I feel her slowly move her hands down to my ass and quickly back up to my lower back. I felt my pussy get wet , she breaks away the kiss and starts to kiss my cheek , then down to my neck. I let my thoughts fade away as I just let whatever happens , happen.

She slowly kisses my neck , I let out a quite moan as I feel my legs start to weaken. Ronnie slides her tongue out and carefully licks and sucks on my neck . I tilt my head up and slightly open my mouth letting another moan out. She leans back up to my face and gives me another kiss before walking back over to the couch to sit down. I stand there in my wet panties , in shock at how wet she made me. I start to blush , "You clearly know what your doing huh" I say as I quickly lick my lips and wipe the side of my mouth.

I look over at Ronnie who was watching me , she smirks at me "Of course I know what I'm doing" she says laughing . I hear my phone start to vibrate and my heart quickly sinks "I gotta go I'm so sorry Ronnie , I wanna do this again I'll give you a call later" I say as I walk to the front door "Be safe Willow" she says looking over at me , I give her a smile and head out the door.

I pull my phone out and quickly answer "Ghost I said I'll be there!" I say sounding upset at how quickly she ruined my mood "BITCH ! You outta ya motha fuckin mind ?! Change ya tone talking to me!!" She yells as I hop in my car "I'll be there soon" I say hanging up the phone . I can't stand that weak ass bitch ! Ghost is my ex - not the one that cheated on me with my cousin , she my other ex that's been in jail for a few years because of me . I had to put her in jail because she broke my leg and gave me 20 stitches on my back like 3 years ago because I tried to leave her.

Me and her been on and off since 8th grade . It didn't start getting bad like this until 12th grade , she started giving me black eyes and busted noses just because she got upset. I hated how she had this big control over me , thanks to her I had to go to therapy for 2 years , I can't have her come back into my life , I came so far from where I was a few years ago and I refused to go back to that life- with her.

I knew I should've fled the city but how can I when I have everything down here , I rub my lower back feeling the long scar Ghost gave me . The last time I tried to leave her was because she cheated on me once again and I finally fought back.

•FLASH BACK FROM 3 YEARS AGO•

"YOUR ALWAYS DOING THIS TO ME GHOST ! IVE DONE NOTHING BUT SUPPORTED YOU SINCE WE FIRST GOT TOGETHER!" I scream at her as she pins me up against the wall . "Bitch I do what the fuck I want and you know that!" Ghost screams at me as she tightens her grip around my arms .

"LET ME GO! IM DONE WITH YOUR LYING ASS!" I scream as I fight to get out of her grip - I finally break loose , I try to run but she pulls me back by my hair , I felt one of my braids rip out of my scalp as I scream. "THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU GOING BABY?!" Ghost says pulling me down to the ground by my hair , *bang* I kick her in her leg and she falls on one knee .

My heart races and I freeze up. "Did you just kick me?" She says laughing at me - she gets up on her feet and walk over to the dresser grabbing her knife , my eyes widen and I get up on my feet and try to run down the stairs , I didn't even realize how fast ghost came up to me - she chokes me by my neck and whispers in my ear "Look what you made me do" as she quickly pokes the knife into my back sliding it across my lower back I felt my body start to ache.

I scream "AHHHHHH FUCK! ARE YOU STABBING ME??!" I quickly throw my elbow back and crack her right in the nose *bang* she stumbles back a bit and I wobble over to the steps trying my best to be fast I put my leg down on the first step and next thing I knew I heard my granny yelling on the phone "HER LEG , her leg is broken and she's been stabbed please come quick!"

Ghosts comes running down the stairs "Bitch I told you I do what the fuck I want , you done got ya ass pushed down those flight of stairs for nothing!" She says as I quickly fade out of consciousness.

•FLASHBACK OVER•

Ghost wasn't far from whoever Ronnie's friend lived she was about 12 minutes away to be exact . I pull up into a neighborhood and see people standing around wearing green bandannas , I pull up to the address she gave me. I get chills when I see her again for the first time in a few years.