All Or Nothing

The Sleepover

We get back to her place and I just feel so exhausted i honestly just wanted to sleep. "Can I get you anything?" She says locking up behind me as I walk over to the couch and sink down into it. "Water" I say rubbing my forehead. "Did you eat at all today? You look pale" she says walking over to me with a fresh bottle of cold water .

"I ate earlier.. I'm not hungry" I say taking a sip before setting it aside of me . "Okay well I'll be right back" she says going into her room. I hear her slam what sounds to be like dresser drawers closed. I sink even more into the couch closing my eyes , I didn't even realize I was this tired ... I know mostly because of you know ... Andy . Ugh I gotta figure out who did this to her and get justice.

Before I knew it Cyrus was shaking me "Yo , here go put these on you fell asleep" she says and I look at her "What?" I say squinting my eyes as I scratch my head "You fell asleep go put these clothes on and come to bed" she says a little louder as she walks back towards the hallway. Did this hoe just say come to bed ? I blink a few times before getting up.

I go take my clothes off in the bathroom and fold them up in the living room before I go to bed I go say goodnight to Cyrus . I knock on the door "Come in" I hear her say and I open the door halfway "I'm going to bed - night" I say as I start to shut the door "What are you doing?" I hear her say and I open the door back up "What I do?" I ask sounding confused .

"Come in , your sleeping in here tonight" she says standing up from her bed and walking over to the dresser grabbing a remote . I just stand there looking at her move around "Well come on" she says and I step inside her room which was a little fucked up from earlier . I look up seeing the bull hole in the ceiling. "You really tried to kill me earlier now your being nice? Your psychotic" I say walking over to her bed and sitting on the edge of it.

"You see your still here" she says laughing "And you see your still HERE" I say looking at her as she walking back over to the bed and gets comfy "Why don't you want me on the couch?" I say turning my head to the side so I can hear her better "Your friend just passed , I wouldn't wanna be alone so I figured you wouldn't either ... just don't try nothing funny or I will kill you" she says "Yeah yeah I heard that way to many times" I say laughing with her.

"So am I sleeping at the bottom?" I ask standing up , I was really tired and just wanted to rest . I look over in the other mirror she had connected to her dresser and see how red and puffy my eyes were . She's right I did look pale . "You can sleep up at the top this bed big enough for the both of us , plus I don't wanna smell them toes" she says laughing.

"Never that!" I say laughing with her as I climb over to the opposite side and get under the covers. "Night" I say covering half my head with with covers "Night Ronnie" she says and I hear her turn out the light as I shut my eyes and doze off.

•CYRUS POINT OF VIEW•

"No take me with you!" I heard Ronnie shout as she slept . She's been sleep for like two hours now and she's keeping me up honestly, this would be my 4th attempt trying to fall asleep. "Andy please!" I hear her say as she turns her head on her pillow . "Don't leave me" she pleaded as she cry's a little.

Geez this girl has issues I groan as I grab my remote and shut my tv off , the light from the tv was also keeping me up. "Cyrus!" She shouts as she snores a little "what?" I whisper. Not sure why I did that , this girl in a deep sleep. It finally gets quite and I try to take that as an advantage to sleep.

As I start to doze off I hear her start screaming and I jump up getting a scared I reach over tapping around before I feel her arm I quickly Tap it a few times "Hmm?" She says "Shhh I can't sleep" I whisper to her "Hold me" she says and I freeze up. Here she go with that shit "what?" I whisper . I wait a few seconds but she doesn't say anything "what you say?" I whispered again.

I hear her start snoring again , maybe she just needs a little comfort tonight i thought to myself as I slowly move over towards her . I start to feel her warm body heat each time I get closer . I smelled the Ralph Lauren cologne coming off her neck and it smelled really good. I slowly move my arm up and wrap it around her waist .

I don't hear anything so I moved in a little closer my head is practically off the pillow and onto hers . In this moment I felt the safest and most comfortable I've been all year. I don't know what it is about Ronnie but if that was any other dyke I wouldn't have hesitated making them my 5th kill I slowly lean up smelling her hair . Coconut - it smelled really good .

I scoot even closer so now I'm pretty must big spooning her . I hear her moan a little ... wonder what she's dreaming about . I let my mind race a little more before I started to get tired again . I noticed she hasn't had an outburst since I had my arms around her . Maybe that all she needed I thought to myself as I start to doze off into a deep sleep.