Daisy
Bonnie mooches around my legs and wraps her tail round one, she purrs away as I stand in my kitchen and pour myself a nice cold glass of water, the wine I've been drinking is making my head a bit woozy and I don't want to wake up with a headache.
"C'mon sweetie, let's get ready for bed." I pick her up and snuggle her head under my chin and carry her into my bedroom where I set her down on the bed.
Does Deacon infuriate me? Tonight he did. Picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder, honestly. Although, okay, I liked it. Butterflies flutter in my stomach. It definitely did something to me and now all I want is to be in his arms and feel his lips pressed against mine.
Warmth creeps up my core and I can feel myself getting wet just thinking about his broad shoulders and the way his hips are narrow, I'd give anything to be intimate with him. This crush has been going on for more than ten years, it's shocking and you'd think I'd have grown out of it.
Yet, every year that man becomes more and more handsome, he's the devil that's for sure with his sultry eyes and the way he can make me swoon in a heartbeat. Feeling his hand on my legs to secure me over his shoulder, the heat that radiated off it was enough to make me dizzy on a whole different scale.
Now I want him in my bed doing all sorts of dirty things to me. Bonnie cuddles up on the end of the bed content that her mommy is back home safe and sound.
I undress and think sod it to the shower, I'll have one in the morning I only had one before I went out and slip into my pj shorts and tee shirt and get myself in the bed. What I'm going to do is read only I am way too distracted by Deacon to even focus on the words on the page.
What I'm feeling is aroused, him throwing me over his shoulder was so primal and manly. I've never been hoisted up like that before and even though I was mad as hell at him for embarrassing me the way he did in the Lazy Duke, I can't help that my body is on fire for this man.
I lay my head back against the pillow and put my book down and close it, there's no way I can concentrate besides I feel so turned on that I'm considering getting my damn vibrator out and seeing to myself.
The thought of Deacon kissing my lips and giving me fluttering kisses down my neck and along my collar bone, makes my stomach clench and my clit begins to throb. Damn it. I want that man so badly. The thing is, how on earth am I going to get him?
I know he sees me just as Logan's kid sister but I swear he likes me too. I wonder if I was a few years older or he was a few years younger if he'd have the same issues. Sage told me that apparently he's worried about the age gap, well I'm not. It's only about ten years, it's not like he's fifty or anything and even then that works for some folks. Okay, maybe not for me but he's not even forty yet.
My hand makes its way down my stomach and I feel as my nipples bud and stand to attention. I swirl my finger round one and squeeze it, instantly I feel the heat coming up from my lower regions and clench my legs. Oh fuck it, I want to get myself off so that's exactly what I'm going to do.
Lazily, I glide my hand down under my shorts and my sheer lace panties and begin to stroke my clit. I'm so wet already just thinking about Deacon and how he'd feel riding me good and hard. I bet his dick is huge, it'd probably be a tight fit and hurt but I'd be willing to find that out for myself.
I circle my clit with my fingers and caress it with my thumb. With my other hand I manage to open my bedside drawer and pull out my bullet vibrator. Yes, I have several toys but right now I want my bullet, I love how fast it goes and gets me off real quick which is what I want right now.
If Deacon were here with me at this moment, I'd take his swollen dick into my mouth and run my tongue up and down his shaft, flicking his engorged head with my tongue and tasting his salty pre-cum. I groan. Belle doesn't move, she's fast asleep.
Placing the vibrator against my clit I press the little button and it hums into life. Fuck me, it feels so good as I massage it around my clit and dive it in and out of my soaking pussy. My breath catches as I imagine myself straddling Deacon, feeling his dick inside my pussy and raising his hips up and down. I think about grinding myself on him getting my clit off until I can feel the waves start to roll through me. I scream out as I orgasm over my fingers and my vibrator, calling his name.
It was intense, I've not had an orgasm like this for a while and least ways not such a quick one. It's all that damn pent up sexual tension. Sated, I lay my head back against the pillows and wait for my breathing to regulate and close my eyes.
I wonder what it'd be like to lay in his arms after sex and inhale his fragrance, to feel his heart beating under my hand, to feel warm and secure with his strong body next to mine. Sleeping together and waking up together would be a dream come true.
Now all I need to do is think just how I'm going ot make that happen. Because wanting him like this is killing me, it has done for the last ten years ever since I was in high school. I don't want another man, he has totally ruined me for anyone else. And, there is no way I am taking any chances with Deacon finding another woman. That would literally kill me, seeing him around Willowbrook with anyone else.
My mind races with things I can conjure up until it dawns on me that I need to get him alone with me somehow, I fantasize about us being stuck in a lodge with just one bed like in those damn romance books. He'd not be able to get away from me, oo I am liking the idea of this now how do I make something like that happen?
My mind whirs away until finally, I fall asleep. The seed is set. I am going to get me my man.
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Cuffing The Law Book 2 in The Willowbrook Series
RomantizmA cowboy, friends to lovers romance Marshal Deacon has had the hots for Daisy since she was eighteen. Only he's way too shy to let her know how he really feels. Daisy is feisty and headstrong and she wants this year to be the year she finally gets...