𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐋𝐘𝐍 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐋 || 𝐃𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐒 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐍

𝐭 𝐰 𝐨

ʜ ᴏ ᴍ ᴇ

i brushed out my hair, allowing it to drape down, almost touching my waist. it was smooth and silky, unlike it had been from before. but of course of many photoshoots taking care of my appearance was key. my hair was black and thick

steve had given me a paper with an address of a party many people going to every night. it was a sort of bar under control of underage teens

"of course"

many people thought and caught me drinking and smoking. but in reality it was all fake. people thought i drank at ray's party but it was just water but i lied it was vodka

even in the movie, biggest liar the cigarettes in that scene were fake, including the sex scene. i didn't allow ray to touch myself like that, only for the movie

not even after our marriage

i didn't like the thought of any of those things, but of course people assumed that's all i lived for

my aunt was very relax, mainly because she was only thirty and could pull off as my cousin. i lived with her until i was fifteen and moved to new york

as i traced your hands down the mini black dress i wore, it reminded me so much of those photoshoots. so much of the thing i hated

"i'm heading out" i called before leaving, shutting the door behind

I knew it was going to hard to get someone. even though you were "the face of america"barely anyone here was able to recognize who i was, at least that was the only good thing so far

—

the party wasn't dead the second i walked in. in nyc, all the events i attended were unlike this. they were classy and put together, kinda like those socy events

i learnt from soda and steve their town was into two parts. the socs, the rich kids, and greasers, what steve and soda were

they told me would classify as a soc with all your fame and money. but due to you living near them, they said to label yourself as a greaser

at the corner of the room, i saw steve and soda. they were with a couple of girls. one of them had her hands around steve and the other soda

i waved at the two boys and they smiled. i came towards the group

"hey angelica" soda softly said, smiling like always. "that's evie and she's uhh..."