MARCH 29, 2024

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Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror?
And realized, "Oh you did something bad again"
Why did you painted it black? - all of my bright colors?
It was then, you said, "Impulsive thoughts - they win"

Looking for a place to wonder
Yet, getting lost again
You said, dark days were over
But every day hurts - it's mundane

Disappointing everyone, you ponder
Not thinking twice and then -
Just going with the flow of the river
Believing that everything's gonna be fine - but when?

Getting stuck in the middle
Of your unannounced crimes
It wasn't just a little
Silly metaphors and rhymes

Said I'm never jealous
But God knows I'm not fine
Scared of being alone to cross
The finest bridge in no time

In the world of "Do this" and "Do that"
Every single detail can't be left unseen
I crave for perfection but—
Nonsense actions became quite a hymn

Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror?
And said it was just a bad day
Ache and suffering is not forever
You can smile without hesitation someday

Rain

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