Life has been tough lately
It tested my patience solely
I even question God, "Does he really love me?"
Why does he let me suffer greatly?
I know that I shouldn't question Him
When I am down he raises my esteem
A lot of thrilling moments had happened lately
Yet, in the end it brings me back to my old sweet melody
Guess why I'm back to bleeding in poetry
I know, I was right - they'll never be there for me
The past days I'm certain 'bout having people beside me
But a little inconvenience opened my eyes to reality
No way, I really can't trust nobody
They're all smiles and compliments in front of me
When I turn my back - guess what it could be?
They thought I'll never know they're talking shit about me
Hence, I'm back to my loner era
Having people around me but none of them could read my aura
Will start to keep secrets again
Perhaps, I need to keep everything deep within
My mistake is letting my guard down
In their lies I fuckin' drown
All along I thought they cared
All that I have - I shared
When nothing was left to me
I thought they'll stay and still accept me
Damn crazy, joke on me!
It's time for them to leave, 'coz now they can't use me
Why did I let them do this shit to me?
Did I forget to be wise or am I blinded with kindness and mercy?
Still, I'm grateful for this opportunity
You proved it right, y'all are just over plasticity
Life has been tough lately
But I know I'll overcome thee
I won't lose count of tears I'll waste in this chapter
That'll serve as my witness in my battles as a warrior
Rain
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HER JOURNAL
Non-FictionIt includes real life situations and events. A glimpse of HER thoughts. Contains poems, quotes and prose. A journal of a girl we'll just call Rain. Isn't it interesting to read someone's journal? She say's, "Sometimes, it's better to let a stranger...
