"Everything will get better"
And then you'll just find yourself wondering what's on their mind at the moment
Waiting outside the clinical laboratory
Waiting for their names to get called
What's on their minds? Im curious
What are the content of their prayers?
Are they full of hope or none of them have the courage to be hopeful anymore?
Some are here to unfold the nightmares
Some are here to visit the blessing
And I am here..
Mind's overthinking
Soul's overreacting
Heart's wondering
Deep within
I feel a bit scared
Geez I think I'm gonna cry
Hospitals' not a good place to go, honestly
Not a good place.. really
I won't be able to see mean and stupid people here
The cranky persona inside me won't have the time to make a mess
I won't feel hatred here
It sucks
I want to be cold and bad
But this damn heart's just slowly turning soft
All I feel is sympathy
I feel sad
Not annoyed
I feel free
I won't hide
Well, this place ain't a bad place for my emotions, isn't it?
I don't know
I hate hospitals
This place makes me weak and emotional
I feel like it's necessary to be kind to every people I stumble upon
Geez I'm gonna cry
I'm thinking 'bout their situations
Why do I feel so emotional?
Places like this really do trigger my emotions
Like — ugh this is so bad
Hey tell me everything's gonna be fine
I'm here for my check up
But the whole time I'm just observing those people around me
I can't imagine one of 'em is praying so hard for their patient to get well so soon
God knows I prayed for them
We'll be fine
Everything will get better
Rain
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HER JOURNAL
Non-FictionIt includes real life situations and events. A glimpse of HER thoughts. Contains poems, quotes and prose. A journal of a girl we'll just call Rain. Isn't it interesting to read someone's journal? She say's, "Sometimes, it's better to let a stranger...
