HER JOURNAL

AUGUST 21, 2024

And she found herself crossing that forbidden bridge
Out of curiosity she walked and walked and alas! She reach -
On the other side she saw
A new city, a new world
Her eyes rounded in great awe
"I haven't seen this place before"
And she met new people,
"I haven't seen these people too"
She jump and leap and dance and sing
It's a fairytale she often wish to come true
There were things that in her eyes are new
There are people that melt her heart and she knew-
She'll never go back to the other side of the bridge
She found her paradise
She was so glorious
There she find herself with smiles and laughs that ain't fake but true
She met people that embrace all her flaws
She found someone that holds her tight to warm her in the midst of frost
She found someone that loves her despite of the changing weather
She found someone that kisses her under the moonlight forever
And she doesn't feel alone anymore
She doesn't feel worthless because people adore her
The world is too perfect and kind for her to struggle proving her self worth
She's not coming back to the other side of the bridge
That's all she knew
But one day, an unexpected error came through
A glitch on the matrix, prolly she thought it is
The world is slowly getting darker
The flowers wither
The people wonder
That someone forsaken her
Happiness left her like a father
Tears dripping on her face like a running water
The world is too dark now
And cold
And silent
She came running and running in the depth of infinity
She want to cross the bridge but she can't find it
She want to go home
But she doesn't know how, despite her willingness to roam
She missed the light from the other side of the bridge
Terror and grief is all in her mind
Darkness makes her feel like she's blind
She misses her imperfect world
Regrets are creeping fiercely like a story untold
In the silence, it's a deafening roar
She can't go back anymore
It's the price of wanting for more

Rain