"You don't know me, you just know what I allow you to know"
TRUST ISSUES
Someone broke her trust
By a couple of significant persona in the past
From friends to family - as it was
She learned the hard way, alas!
Perhaps, the trauma appears everytime
Anxious 'bout every lines to rhyme
"Trusting someone isn't a crime,
Won't they betray me this time?"
She questioned God why she often feel lonely
Though she choose to be alone solely
Sometimes problems are inevitable, honestly
She longed for someone to stay by her side gladly
It was a war between "hold me" and "let go"
Sometimes she's a kid that needs someone to help her grow
Oftentimes, an untouchable witch not afraid to say no
They won't understand — no
I can't remember the last time
I open up to someone
Doing so seems like a crime
Can't talk about me to anyone
But we use to dance in the rain
We shared smiles and laughs like we're insane
Yet, the moment I hugged YOU so tight
You pushed the dagger so deep as you might
It was a terrible scene
But people will just call me mean
For I can't bear being held again
No candy coated words I can take in
Ask the moon about my secrets
The agony I shared with the spirits
The stars that witness all my wishes
And how the music heal all my stitches
"Nobody knows about you, who do you run to? " they asked
I smiled and a spell was cast
No one will ever know me
Excluding those who are enchanted by the mystery
RAIN
YOU ARE READING
HER JOURNAL
No FicciónIt includes real life situations and events. A glimpse of HER thoughts. Contains poems, quotes and prose. Welcome to HER world - a concoction of peotic sentiments and confessions drizzled with grayish clouds of chaos dusted with fragility and ardor.
