Through The Window

7. Trauma

Wonyoung Pov

" hey open the door you little bitch !"

Wait...
How ??
Am i not at yujin's home ?
H-how did...

But then i realised i already at my house i mean hell...

The door open wide and I see a man figure which is i knew who's is he.

He's the only one person that i don't want to meet in my entire life !

" Will you satisfy me tonight wonyoung?"

" NOOO GET OFF ME ! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME ! YOU ARE MY OWN DAD !"

" SHUT UP YOU BITCH ! "

" ARGHHHHHHHH NOOOOO" I shout hardly.

I awake from that nightmare and i look around i found a little knifes.

I can't bear with this anymore !
I'm tired !
I'm dirty !

No one want a woman like me !

" WONYOUNG !" I heard yujin voice.

I look at him while crying so hard.

" Wonyoung look at me..." He said softly.

I look at him.

" Wonyoung give me those knife.."

I shock my head.

" Wonyoung listen to me hey...wonyoung look at me please"

" NO ! IM TIRED OF ALL OF THIS ! ITS BETTER IF I DIED ! "

I align the blade to my wrist and about to cut it but yujin quickly hold the blade which is making his palm bleeding.

I was surprised at first but this not gonna stop me..and i hold the knife more tight so that he can't snatch it from me.

All of sudden he back hug me.

" LET ME GO YUJIN!"

" no not until you listen to me" He said softly.

" IM DIRTY INSIDE N OUT YUJIN PLEASE LET ME GO ! " I shouted... please i don't deserve to be happy..just let me died.

But the hugg become more tight.

" wonyoung i don't know how much you already go through but this is not the good way wonyoung..." He try to persuade me.

" IM DIRTY YUJIN !" I protest.

" what did you mean by that hmm ?" I don't know why is he so kind and still try to make me felt calm.

I use violence way to push him but it's not working at all.

" no your not wonyoung..you will be okay"

" NO YUJIN NO IM DIRTY YUJIN I LOST MY VIRGINITY !" I brust anything that i already hold it for a long time.
Nice all my secret that i keep its just busted like that.

" what makes you say those words wonyoung aaa?"

" please let me go yujin..your hands bleeding because of me"

" no let me hug you for a few more minutes"

" let me go"

He stay still..omg this yujin really..

" yujin your hands must be really hurt just let me go so i can treat this wounds..it's because of me you get this wound"

" It's not as hurt you go through.."

" Yujin please "

Than he whispered at me and i did not expect..it..at...all.

" Please be strong for me wonyoung "