Through The Window

9. Lean on me

Wonyoung Pov

Ughh my head...
wait where am i ?
oh...it's been awhile since i end up being here again...

I blink twice so that i can clearly see.
But i hear a walking sounds seems like it's from outside.

I quickly close my eyes back.
Not that long until i heard someone open the door.

Wait...
This scents...
It's familiar....

Yujin ??
Omg wonyoung you really get him on trouble.

I can sense that his come closer and sit.
I feel his take my hand and hold it..also caressing my hand.

Than i hear he's speak.

" wonyoung what actually happened to you ? why didn't you open up to me ? why you like to bottle up your feelings? please stop being this strong wonyoung...you also need someone who can always being there for you..please don't make yourself suffer more"

I was abit suprise actually.
But i keep close my eye.

He remove my hair that cover my face slowly and  i feel he caressing my cheeks.

" you are very strong wonyoung aaa but please lean on me if you need someone..use me..just use me wonyoung..i will do anything for you even it will risk my own life..i knew we just meet but i felt a very strong connection between us... please be strong for me..i can't lose you.."

Yujin...
Why is he being too nice ?
Did i even deserves this kind of treatment ?
I don't think i deserve it.
I'm sorry yujin
I don't want to burden you more.
I'm just strangers that lucky to meet a very nice man like you.
I'm sorry yujin.
I'm sorry cuz i already falling to you.
But im no one compare to you.
Im come from broken family.
I'm sorry yujin.

Suddenly i hear a small snores.
I carefully open my eyes and he's already asleep...while holding my hand.

I felt sorry for him.

I hold his hand as well and close my eyes again.

After a few hours i think i asleep.
I open my eyes and i look at my side.

And I notice he's already been staring at me.

" Oh thank god you awake !...do you need anything ? water ? food ? i will get it for you"

" water "

He get up and get a plain water than handing it to me.

" thanks yujin "

He smile.

" why am i here anyways ?"

" oh...uhm..sorry wonyoung"

I was so confused.

" what for ??"

" uhm..the things that i did to you..i mean..did i scare you ?"

" what do you mean yujin ?"

" you know..you suddenly pass out at the kitchen.."

I tilted my head.
I can't really remember what happened to me.

" huh ? why ?"

" I..uhm..okay like this..i think it's my fault at the first place.."

It's make me more confuse.

" I just want to tease you...i think i did wrong way..."

Slowly i remember what happened.

" yujin.."

He look at me with his clear eyes.

" Thank you.."

" For ?"

" For bring me here..im sorry.."

" don't be sorry wonyoung "

I shake my head.

" sorry for being such a burden to you..."

He sigh lightly.

" wonyoung...i..i I don't want to interfere your problems or what..but..i need you to know that im here...if you have any problems or you need someone..im here..i can be your buddies,friends, listener..maybe your boyfriend to be ?...you know.. listeners also need a listenet too"

I was speachless...
He hold my hand and kiss it.

" I-i "

" did you have anything on your mind ? care to share ?"

I stay silent.

" alright nvm..take your time okay?"

I have no one right now except him.

Family ?

I don't even know what's the real meaning of family.

Only child from broken family can relate.

" If i open up will you believe me ?"

" ofc wonyoung..even we just meet but i know you are not the type of someone who like to spread a lies"

I take a deep breath.

" if you still remember..that night..that we both meet..i said i got beaten by my own dad.. there's a reason behind it.."

I tried to hold my tears.
But i fail to control it.

I cry.
He keep caressing my hand.

" sokay..it's sokay..slowly..im here"

" i run from my home because...because my dad try to sell me to a guy that i don't even know who he is..but...before he sell me..he..r-rape me..and i lost my virgin...im dirty yujin.."

He didn't reply instead of he pull me to his chest.

He hug me.

" it's okay wonyoung...you are not dirty.. im still alive no one can touch you..even for an inch of you they will not be able to get near you...i will protect you no matter what"

He rub my back.

" calm down okay.."

" there more things i want to tell you.."

" okay what was it hmm ?"

" there's a night when i was asleep...dad broke into my room followed by several men...they hold my arm and fold it...and..and they did orgy..i was so lost..i don't know where and what should i do..and dad force me to take birth control pills..."

He look at me with worried face..he hold my hand tight.

" don't worry you will be safe with me..i will protect you okay ?"

"and..and i have trauma also depression..it's my 4th year.."

I noticed there's a tears that come out from his eyes.

" Im-im sorry wonyoung...i can't imagine how did you go through all of this shit..I'm sorry really sorry"

He cry.

" Noo...don't cry yujinn"

He hug me and still sobbing.

" aaa waeee did you cry ??"

" i-im sorry but..i can't hold it..h..how can you be this strong wonyoung aaa??"

I notice..his injury hand keep bleeding.

" Yujin your hand ! "

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Poor bunny :((

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