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Y/n's pov

"Shit I totally remember what happened! It was that fucker Nathan who punched me!" Justin says. "What?" I ask confused.

"Yeah, i walked into the bathroom last night, and I called him a weirdo cause he was like talking to himself like the schizo he  is and he punched me!" Justin exclaims. Well I guess Justin did somewhat deserve that but what the hell...why did Nathan tell me? Or maybe he did and I was just too fucked up to remember,  hell im fucked up right now.

"It was worth it tho because some babe asked me about it and then we hooked up so" Justin says and we all three laugh.

"Y/n where did you go last night? You ditched us halfway through the party, did you end up as lucky as Justin?" Trevor asks. Should I tell them? No, I can't do that. I wish I could. I'm tired of holding it in it's been killing me slowly.

"No, nothing like that just got tired. " I say simply and my phone buzzes.

Nathan: let's hang outtttt
Nathan: got sum thing I wanna tell u

Me: kk I'll be at ur dorm in a sec

"I gotta get going guy, cya" I say bye and go over to Nathan's room and walk in. I had a key because Nathan lied and said he lost his other one but instead he just wanted me to have one.

I looked around for a bit when I saw something I hadn't seen before. Two bottles, one was prescribed Diazepam and the other was Risperidone. What the fuck? I knew Nathan was fucked up in the head but I didn't know he was diagnosed, or that he was taking stuff for it...what else was he lying about?

I hear the door being unlocked so I sit on the bed quickly acting naturally like I'd been here for a while.

"Hey babe" I say when he comes in and shuts the door. "Hey, so uh I just got done talking to my father- and I told him about..." he sits on the bed with me and hugs me comfortably. "About you" he says.

"Really?" I ask surprised. "Yeah, I told him he could meet you at the play, but he said he isn't coming because I didn't 'technically get casted' so maybe you can meet another time." He tells me. I'm upset Nathan's dad won't be there but that's okay.

"Well since you told him... can we tell everyone else?" I asks hoping that the secret of our relationship would no longer be eating me alive.

"Uh- y/n you know I'm not ready... I- I have things I need to work out and there's just a lot- I can't right now... okay?"

"Okay..." I say quietly.

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