Guilty As Sin? (Nathan Prescott x reader)

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Authors note: finals are soon so sorry if I'm not updating as much but will be doing updating atleast a couple times a week

Y/n's pov
I lay in bed and stare at the ceiling. Did I really just tell Nathan I love him? And did he really not reply? I wouldn't have said it if I didn't mean it, but what if I just scared him away? My thoughts are interrupted by my phone buzzing.

Dana: how was dinner ??
Me: not great, wanna get breakfast tmr and talk about it?
Dana: duh!

After that I drifted to sleep. When I woke up, which was earlier than usual so I had time to go eat with Dana, I quickly got ready. I took a shower, got dressed, brushed my teeth, did my hair, and a tad bit of make up. My outfit was very casual and I look at myself in the mirror for a few moments before finally grabbing my things and leaving room.

I walked over to Dana's room and knocked waiting for her to open it. When she did she had a smile on her face per usual. She stepped out of her room and closed the door behind her. "Hey !" She said cheerfully. "Hey Dana you ready?" I ask her. "Yup! Can't wait to hear about what went down" she tells me and we both laugh.

We arrive at the diner and I tell her almost every thing, but I decided to leave the part where Sean hit Nathan out.

"Wait wait wait you are telling me that Nathan didn't say anything back?" Dana asks. I nod and say, "yeah, but I don't really blame him but also he could've atleast said something right?" "Totally! Like even being like 'I'm not ready for that because I've got issues' would've been better" she replied and used a funny voice to mock Nathan.

"Yeah I guess, and he hasn't texted or called or anything after, I just...don't want to lose him again. What if I scared him away?" I ask as I put my head in my hands and sigh. "Y/n I don't think you scared him away. I think Nathan does love you but he's just a lot more complex than most people so it's harder for him to deal with that kind of stuff yknow?" She replied and I'm kind of surprised with how well she responded. "Yeah you're right" I tell her.

She tells me a little bit about her and Trevor and then we head back to black well and go our separate ways to class. Classes went fine, in theater Nathan showed up late which he typically did.

"I've finally decided on what play we will be performing" Mr. Keaton says. "This year...Blackwell academy theater department will be performing....Dear Jack, Dear Louise!" He finally reveals and everyone claps in excitement. "Now I'm telling you all early on because most of you all are seniors and I want everyone to be able to perfectly prepare for whatever role it is they will be auditioning for. I want it to be perfect, though I'm not sure anything will be able to top last years." Mr Keaton says which makes me smile.

After the bell rings I was hoping to get a chance to talk to Nathan but Keaton asked to speak with me. So I stayed after to talk to him. "Y/n I was wondering if you were planning on auditioning for the play?" He ask. "Oh uhm I'm not sure I figured I would stick to what I'm good at." I say referring to props. "Y/n, you are an excellent artist! But I think you are also an amazing actor...if you change your mind and want to audition I'd gladly let you do both" Mr Keaton tells me and I nod and finish the rest of the school day.

When the final bell rang I went to my locker to grab my bag. While I was doing such Nathan showed up beside me and said "hey" as he grabbed he shoved his stuff in his locker. "I've been wondering where you have been" I tell him and shut my locker. "Yeah sorry I had stuff I had to handle. Anyway wanna hang out tonight?" He asks. I think for a moment trying to figure out if I had any plans that I'd forgotten about. "Hmm yeah that's fine, 7 ish?" I ask. "Sure meet me in the parking lot" Nathan paused and looked behind him where Victoria was waiting he continued and said "well cya then" I say bye and watch him walk away.

As I'm walking through the crowded halls I hear my name when I turn around I see, "Trevor, what's up?"
"Hey y/n, I was wondering if you could come to my dorm right now? I need your help." I try to analyze him to figure out what he could possibly need help with but I decided It didn't matter. "Sure Trevor lead the way"

We go to the boys  dorm and make our way to his room. When we walk in he shuts the door behind us and I notice all the art supplies? Scattered in the floor.
"Uh, starting a new project?" I ask. "Sorta- I'm making Dana's prom-posal...but I don't know what to do, I'm starting now so yknow I'm prepared." Trevor tells me. I smile, "that's really sweet of you Trevor" he smiles back and sits on his bed, "can you give me any advice?" He asks. "Well Dana really likes flowers so you should definitely keep that in mind, like asking her with a bouquet or even asking her in a flower field. Asking her at a game would be cute." I tell him. "That would be nice, I'm thinking of having the sign say, light up my night at prom like repunzel theme you know?" He tells me.

After that the two of us sketch his idea onto the poster. I try not to help too much because I still want it to be his doing. After about 2 hours I got a phone call. "Hey do you mind if I take this?" I ask Trevor. "No go ahead we did enough today anyway" he says and we say our goodbyes. I step out of his room and answer the phone. "Hey y/n" I hear. "Hey Drew what's up?" I reply. I start walking as I need to head back to the girls dorm. "Nothing much, just wanting to check in. What are you up to?" He asks. "Nothing much just walking back to my dorm. What about you?" I tell him. "Just... reminiscing I guess, I actually wanna show you a photo I just found I'll send you a picture." He tells me and I go to look at it. "Aw I remember that" I tell him. "We were one powerful duo" he says and we both laugh.

The photo was a picture of Drew and I that his dad took when Drew asked me to go to his senior prom with him. As friends of course, and it was honestly really fun. Then after words Drew and I left and got super drunk, and then his dad had to come get us which he was not very happy about but he was just glad that we were okay.

"Listen whenever I come down there in the winter, I talked to my dad he said him and Mickey would love to see you too" Drew tells me. "I'd love that"

We talk for about twenty minutes more, though it felt like only a few seconds. It's strange that Drew and I went a while with our talking but I'm glad me and him are talking again now.

When we both decided it was time to go I decided I needed to quickly go get ready to meet Nathan.