Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Lily

•Before•
"Fuck off, Kaitlin." I yelled. "Lily, you know you can't get rid of me!" She yelled. "You're not here!" I screamed. "I'm the only one you can trust here, you can't trust anyone here!" She laughed. "Well that's bullshit. The people here are not okay. They're all fucked up." I shook my head. "Leave!" I yelled. "Fine. I'll be back later then." She said disappearing. "What the fuck!" I heard someone scream. My eyes widened, I walked to the door. I looked down the hall. I saw someone run down the hall. Luke. I walked up to him. "Luke," he shook his head. "Get away!" He yelled. "No, Luke what's wrong?" He shoved me aside. I grabbed his arm. "You're not going anywhere." I said. "Tell me what's wrong." He grabbed my wrist. "No! Just fuck off!" He said running down the hall. I ran after him. He darted into the bathroom. "Fuck." I said staring at he door.

I walked slowly back to my room hearing the voices of Kaitlin in my head. "Shut up." I said gritting my teeth together. "Get out of my head!" My head shook vigorously. Once I got my room I darted in. I opened the door to the small bathroom. I looked at the medicine cabinet. There was a lock on it. I pulled at it. Nothing. I pulled harder and it unlocked. The door to cabinet swung open. I shuffled threw the bottles of pills until I found mine. I popped open the top of it and poured two of the pills in my hand. I stared at them hesitantly. I shook my head and put the pills in my mouth. I then grabbed the bottle and placed it back in the cabinet. Then I heard someone yell, "Luke!" I walked out. "You're looking for him?" The boy with dark brown hair nodded. "I followed him down this way." I said guiding them down to the bathroom.

I stood outside the bathroom door waiting for the two boys to come out. I started to see spots. Fuck. I thought. "You can't get rod of me by over dosing." I heard Kaitlin say. I shook my head. "Fucking hell!" I heard one of them scream. My eyes widened. "What?" I said. "What happened?" The dark haired boy shook his head. He looked down. "I don't know why he did it." I stared at him concerned. "What did he do?" The boy looked down. "He tried to kill himself."
•Present•
Ryan, Ashton, and I all sat around Luke. Ashton held his head. "Are you okay?" I asked. He shook his head. "This happened before. But to me." He mouthed rolling his sleeves up. I shook my head. "Why do you do that?" He shrugged. "My skin is a canvas that's how I think of it." I shook my head again. "Don't do it anymore." Ashton nodded. "The one day I come to see him and he does this." The dark haired one said. "Who the fuck are you anyways?" I asked. "Calum." He said. "Calum," I said. "You can't just expect him to remember you." Calum shook his head. "Whoever or whatever his schizophrenic mind made up might have made up a fake version of you." I said. "Can I talk to you out here?" I stood up and walked into the hall.

"What will happen to him?" Calum asked concerned. I shrugged. "Why ask me?" I said. "I asked you because you looked to be the most sane person in there." I shook my head. "Calum I'm not sane." I said. "I'm insane. I'll never be the person I was before I had schizophrenia. Never again will I be that sane person." Calum looked down. "It's just the other two didn't seem like talking." Calum smiled. "It's not like Ashton was going to say anything anyways." I smiled. "What a beautiful smile." I looked down. Calum put his hand under my chin. "Don't look down like that." He said. "Show your beautiful face." Calum pulled my head close to his. Then the door clicked open he pulled his back. "Um, am interrupting something?" Ryan asked. I shook my head. "What?" I said. "You two might want to come here." Calum looked at him. "What?" Ryan sighed. "It's Luke. He needs you Calum."

Author's note: Was it good?
Also this character Lily is named after my friend (addictedtotroyeboy ) hope you happy about the Lily chapter addictedtotroyeboy