Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Luke

Recap: "Niall did this to me! Niall's fucking back! He told me he'd never leave! He's back! Now he's coming to get you too! We're all fucked!"

•Before•
I sat in the corner of my room my legs pulled my chest and my hands held tight to my ears. "Stop, stop. Please just stop!" I yelled. "I thought you left. Just leave again." Niall appeared in front of me. "Rip your eyes out so you're blind to the world but not blind to me! You'll always be able to see me. You'll never get away, Luke. I thought I had told you that." I shook my head. "Go away." I rocked back and forth. "Just go away." Niall shook his head. "Rip your eyes out Luke. Do it for us." He looked me in the eye. "You don't need to see them you only need to see me." My breathing became heavier. "Stop just stop!" I screamed. "Do it Luke." Niall then disappeared.

I was shaking. My whole body shook with fear. "I-I can't." I stuttered as I sobbed. "Fuck. Fuck my life." I grabbed the edge of my bed and stood up. I paced the room, my head pounding from Niall's screaming voice. I held the sides of my head. "Stop. Stop yelling." I said. "Fine I'll do it!" I walked to the bathroom door and walked in. I opened the cabinet under the sink. I rummaged through the cabinet until I found a razor. I pulled it out. I held it up and looked in the mirror. As the light reflected on it the razor shined. I breathed in and brought it up to my eyebrow. I pressed down and dragged it along my skin. I screamed. I looked in the mirror and saw blood rush down my face. Then I continued the line down the side of my eye. I screamed louder than I did before. I then heard a loud bang on the door. "Luke!" I shook my head. I brought the razor up to my fave again and then continued the line. I winced grabbing a hand towel. I placed it over my eye. I then opened the door.

•Present•
"Come on Luke. You can make it." Ryan said to me as he dragged me to the doctor. He held the towel tight over my eye trying to stop the bleeding. The vision in my good eye began to be dotted with stars. "Ryan," my voice drifted off. "You're okay Luke. You're going to be okay." I could hear Ryan's voice and another man's voice. My head bobbed up and down. "Come on Luke. Look up." I lifted my head. Ryan pulled the towel off my eye. I could see the towel drenched in blood. "Holy shit." I said weakly. "Get him down the hall there." The doctor said. Ryan pulled me down the hall. "Come on Luke work with me here." He said in my ear. I nodded. Then the last thing I could see was the plain white ceiling of the room I was in.

"Ryan?" I said quietly. "No it's me, Luke." I opened my good eye. "Ashton?" He nodded. "You're okay." He said. "What happened?" I said looking around. "You got some stitches. They think you tried to cut your eye out." I shook my head. "No I was just trying to make myself go blind." Ashton looked at me. "Don't try that again." I nodded. "I'll be back later." I smiled. "Alright." I watched Ashton walk out of the room. "Luke!" I looked up. "Cody?" I questioned. "He's here!" I shook my head. "Who?" Cody shook his head and ran his fingers through his hair. "My dad! My dad he's fucking back! I don't know what to Luke! My impulses are going fucking crazy." I shook my head. "Shouldn't that be a good thing? Your dad is here to see you." He shook his head. "You don't understand Luke. You don't understand."

Author's Note: Wow okay.

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