Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Calum

Recap: "It's Luke. He needs you Calum."

As Ryan guided me and Lily I into Luke's room. "Where the fuck is he!" Luke screamed. I walked up to him. "Luke!" I yelled over him. "I'm here. I'm right here." His eyes were red. Luke looked at me. "You're real." Luke grabbed my neck and pulled me down to him. "You're real." I nodded pulling away. "I've always been real Luke. I've always been real." I said. "Calum, where's Michael?" I looked down shaking my head. "Luke, he left when he saw you lying there." Luke sighed. "Fuck." He mumbled. I sighed. "I should go." I said. "Will you come back?" He asked grabbing my wrist. I nodded. "I'll be back."

I walked out the door with Lily following behind me. She tapped my shoulder. Her eyes looked dazed. "Lily?" I questioned. "Calum, the voices in my head got louder and I couldn't take it anymore." I stared at her. "What?" Her hands started to shake. I grabbed them keeping them steady. "I took my pills but they're not working." I shook my head. "I thought they were supposed to help?" I said. She nodded. "I don't know what I'm saying." She said. She looked down walking away. I stood there watching her walk slowly down the hall.

"Mom!" I yelled walking into the small hallway to my house. She didn't answer. "Mom?" I said making my I into the kitchen. No one. I shook my head. "Fuck." I mumbled. I sighed sitting down. I put my head in my hands. I looked at the counter. Then I saw a piece of paper lying there. I stood up and grabbed it. I sighed. "What the fuck." I said reading it.
Calum,
I have to leave. I'll be back to get you soon. Just don't let mom know about this. -Mali
"Mali, why?" I asked myself. I sat back in the chair. "Leave?" I set the paper down on the counter again. I stood up furiously, causing the chair to fall backwards. I then ran up to my room.

I sat there my legs pulled up to my chest. Tears stung my eyes. "Why." I mumbled. "What did I ever do to deserve this!" I shook my head. "I can't. I can't."

I heard a slam. "Mali? Mom?" I yelled. I stood up. I walked into the hall and saw my mother walk out of the bathroom. She held a glass in one hand and a paper in another. "What the fuck is this!" She yelled holding the paper up. I shrugged. She threw the paper down. She walked towards me. "Mom, put the glass down." She laughed. "Calum, you little shit." I backed myself into the wall. "Mom, get away. You're drunk." She shook her head. I moved my way to the stairs. "Calum, come here." She said. I bolted down the stairs. "Calum!" She yelled. I ran into the kitchen. "You fucking dick!" She yelled. I backed into the corner. "Mom, please." I said. "I don't take orders from you!" She looked at me her eyes wide. She looked back at the ironing board behind her. "Mom." She grabbed the iron. "Don't." She shook her head. I ran to the hallway. My mom grabbed my shoulder. "Coward." She yelled pushing the iron pushing the iron onto my back. I screamed. "Calum?" She said dropping the glass and iron. "Baby, I'm sorry." I turned to her my eyes wide. "Stay the fuck away from me."

Author's note: Well damn.