Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Michael

Luke lost his mind. "What was that about?" Niall asked. I shook my head. "Get out." I said. "What?" Niall questioned. "Get out!" Niall stood up. He looked down. "Michael someone close to you will be lost tonight. You just wait." I shook my head. "Fuck you!" I screamed. He stormed out of the room leaving my mom and I alone. "Michael, be nice to people." I shook my head. "He doesn't deserve that."

My mom walked in and sat in a chair next to me. "I can't believe this happened." She said taking my hand. I shrugged. "Doesn't matter anymore." I said. "It's done and over with. I can't take back the past." She nodded. "Excuse me," a person said. My mom turned her head. "Yes?" She said. "May I talk to Michael." The doctor said. She nodded standing up.

"What do you mean?" I said looking down. "What I mean Michael is that your spine was badly damaged in the wreck. This being you may not be able to walk." I shook my head. "Can't you fix that somehow?" I asked. He shook his head. "Surgery might make it worse." I nodded tears coming to my eyes. "Can I have a minute alone with my mom, please?" The doctor nodded.

"Baby, I'm sorry." She said. "I don't know if I even can mom." I said wiping tears from my eyes. I pulled the covers off of me. "Let's see." I said as I swung my legs over the side. I placed my feet on the cold tile floor. Once I put pressure on my feet I fell back down. I shook my head. My mom grabbed my arm. "Michael, it's okay." I shook my head. "It's not okay! Nothing is ever going to be okay!" I yelled. "Michael," she said. "Mom, stop trying to make this better!" I pulled my legs back up onto the bed. "Can you just get the doctor?" I said. She nodded.

"Michael we can't help with this unless you want this surgery." I shook my head. "I don't want this fucking surgery. I just want to walk." The doctor nodded. "Alright, then swing your legs over and we'll try and get you walking." I nodded. I swung my legs over the side of my bed again. The doctor grabbed my hands as I stood up. "One steps at a time, Michael." I watched my feet as I began to step forward. "You're doing great Michael." The doctor said. He let go of my arms and I fell down to the ground. "Shit." I mumbled. The doctor bent down and helped me up. "Well, I can walk." I said. He nodded. "We'll give you some crutches for the time being until you are fully able to walk." I nodded. "Okay."

•Two days later•
"They said you can go home." My mom said. I looked over to her. "They did?" I said.  She nodded. "The doctor wanted you to have these." She handed me the crutches. I sighed taking them from her hands. "Come on baby." She said kissing my forehead.

"Mom, can I go see if Luke is okay?" I said as my mom got into the car. She sighed. "Are you sure that's a good idea?" I nodded. "He needs me to be there." She looked at me. "Fine. We can't stay for long."

My mom pulled into the parking lot of the asylum and before she stopped the car I opened the door and got out. I began to walk into Luke's room when a guard stopped me. "I'm sorry you can't go back there." He said. I looked at him. "Let me in this fucking room." He shook his head. "I can't let anyone go into this room." I shook my head. "God damn it let me in." I pulled my crutch up and brought it down on his foot. He lifted his foot and moved out of the way. "Thank you."

Calum stood there with Luke. "Luke calm down!" Calum yelled. Luke shook his head. "I can't! He was there!" Calum looked over to me. "Luke!" I yelled. He looked over. "Michael you saw him!" I shook my head. "Luke, no one saw him. He wasn't there and you didn't see him either." Luke looked down. "You're right. You're right." Then there was a loud bang coming from the other room. Luke looked up. "That's Ashton's room." He mumbled.

Luke stood there trying to get Ashton's door opened. Once he got it he ran over to the bathroom door. "Ashton! Open the fucking door!" He yelled. "Luke! I can't do this anymore!" I heard Ashton yell. "Michael sit down." Calum whispered in my ear. I nodded walking over to one of the beds. The door to the bathroom then swung open and Ashton fell out.

"Ashton, come on please wake up." Luke cried. He held his head. Ashton lifted his head to look at Luke. "Come on." Luke said. "Come on." He shook his head. "Luke, let me go." Ashton said. "Ashton why did you do this again." Luke cried. "Just stop trying." I said to him. "Don't say that!" Luke screamed. Ashton lifted his hand  to touch Luke's face. "Let me go Luke." He shook my head. "No, no no. Please stay. We need you." Ashton shook his head. "I'm not wanted. I'm not wanted. I can be with my mom again." Ashton's hand fell and his body went limp. "No! Come on! Ashton come on!"

Someone close to you will be lost tonight.

Note: ASHTON! NO! 

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