Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Lily

"Lily!" My mom yelled at me. "What! I didn't do anything!" I screamed. "Bull shit!" She yelled. "Mom, he killed himself! I've already had this fight before!" My mom walked up to me. "You little bitch." I looked at her. "You're the bitch mom. You were never there for us! Why do you care so much about us now!" My mom had tears in her eyes. "Lily, you brother was coming home!" I laughed. "He never wanted to go home." She looked at me. "What do you mean?" I gave her a grin. "He didn't love you mom. He wanted to protect me." She shook her head. "Protect you from what!" She yelled. "He wanted to protect me from you!" I opened the door and ran out of the room.

"Ryan's dead because of you." Caitlin yelled in my head. I held my head. "It's not because of me!" I yelled. "Lily, you know that it's your fault!" I looked up. "Please stop!" Caitlin appeared in front of me. "Think what did you did to him. What would make him want to kill himself?" Then she disappeared. I shook my head. "Shut up!"

I sat there in my room my forehead resting on my knees. "I'm sorry Ryan." I cried. "Im sorry." I stood up. I heard a knock on the door. I looked at it. "Go away!" I yelled. "Lily, it's me." Luke said. I shook my head. "Lily open the damn door." I walked into the bathroom. "No." I said softly.

I stood there in the bathroom the door open. "Come in Luke!" I yelled as I opened the medicine bottle. Luke barged in. I turned towards him. "Tell Calum I still care about him." Luke surged towards me. "Lily no!" He pulled the pills from my hands causing the pills to spill on the ground. "What did you do!" I screamed. "What did you do! Luke I need to leave! Ryan's dead because of me!" I fell o me knees Luke holding me tight. "It's okay." I shook my head. "It's not." I cried into his chest. "I've ruined everyone's life's. I ruined Calum's life, Ryan's life, Michael's, Cody's, Ashton's, yours, even my own." Luke held my head in his hands. "You didn't ruin anything." He said. I looked at him wiping tears from my eyes. "Is Calum here?"

I walked out into the waiting area to see Calum sitting there his head in his hands. "Calum," I said softly. He looked up. "Lily." He stood up and pulled me into a hug. "I heard about Ryan." I nodded. "I'm sorry." Calum said. I looked up at him. "Don't be." I said. "Did you really mean that you don't love me anymore?" I shook my head. "I wasn't thinking when I said that. I'm sorry Calum." He pulled me back into a hug. "I'd always love you, Lily." I smiled at him. "Calum!" I heard someone yell. He turned. "Michael?" He questioned. "Where Luke and Ashton?" Calum looked down the hall. "Ashton's in his room." Michael nodded heading down to Ashton's room.

"Michael what's wrong?" Calum yelled. Michael didn't answer. "Michael tell us what's wrong." He shook his head. "Ashton!" He yelled. "Michael," Ashton said. "What's going on?" Michael shook his head. "I don't know what to do!" Michael yelled. "Michael tell us what!" Calum yelled. "I don't know what to say about what's happening!" He yelled. Michael shook his head. Tears streamed down his face. Then Luke walked in. "What's happening?" He questioned. "Michael, just tell us what's going on."

Michael sat at the end of Ashton's bed. He looked down. "Your mom is gone? Your dad is gone?" Michael nodded. "My dad overdosed somehow. My mom drank herself to death." I looked down. "I don't have anyone." Michael said. I shook my head walking out. "Lily," Calum yelled following after me. "Goodbye Calum."

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