Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Lily

Recap: "I mean it Calum. I don't love you."

"Lily, you don't mean it." Calum yelled as he followed me out of Ashton's room. I shook my head. "Goodbye Calum." I began to walk out before Calum grabbed my wrist. "Wait," he pulled me back and kissed me. I pushed him away. "Fuck off Calum." He stood there watching me walk down the hall.

"Is Ryan going to be okay?" I asked his doctor. "We don't know." She said. I looked down. "None of this would have happened." She looked at me. "What could have prevented this?" She asked. I looked at her. "Telling him he has to go home without me." She shook her head. "What does that have todo with this?" I shook my head. "Never mind." She nodded. "I'll be back later." I nodded sitting next to Ryan's bed.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I said to Ryan. "I don't know why I'm talking to you I know you won't answer." I looked down. "Ryan don't do this again. Why did you have to try and kill yourself again?" I stood up. "Ryan you always think about yourself. You never think about your family. Never."

•Flashback•
"I didn't tell Ryan to do anything!" I yelled at the doctors. "Why the fuck would I tell my brother to kill himself!" One of the doctors looked at me. "You're more persuasive than you think." I shook my head. "He's my brother!" I screamed. "I don't want him dead! My brother is the only reason I never killed myself before!" The doctor shook his head. "Get her in the room." I felt two hands grab my arms. "Wait!" I yelled. "Ryan and I made a deal when we first got here. He gets transferred, I get transferred. That's the deal we made and I'm planning on keeping that deal!" Then the two people dragged me away.

"I want to see my brother!" I yelled as they pulled me to the room. "Get in there." They threw me into the room. "Fuck you!" I yelled. "Fucking assholes!" I banged on the door. "Can you stop that screaming!" Someone yelled. I turned. "Who the fuck are you?" The person looked up. Their face was all cut and bruised. "I'm Max." He said. "What happened to you?" I asked. "The guards. They hate me." He laughed. "What disorder do you have?" He sighed. "You ask a lot of questions don't you." I looked at him. "Answer my fucking question." He looked up. "I have IED. You know what that is right?" I nodded. He's a dick. Caitlin yelled in my head. "Shut up!" I yelled. Max looked at me. "Schizophrenia?" I nodded. "Why don't you sit down?" Max said. I walked over to him. I hesitated before I sat down. "You won't hurt me right?" He nodded. "I've learned my lesson after the fucking guards beat me." I sat down. "We'll be here for awhile right?" He nodded.
•Flashback over•

"So, you're telling me Ryan's not walking up?" She nodded. I looked down. "He has to wake up. He can't die here. Not in this hell hole. He needs to be somewhere else." The doctor shook her head. "We can't move him anywhere." I shook my head. "You have to!" I yelled. "Lily we can't!" I shook my head. "Can I be alone with him please." She nodded.

I took Ryan's hand. "I'm going to miss you. You stupid shit." I smiled looking down. "It's not going to be the same anymore. I don't have someone on my back 24/7 anymore." I shook my head. "Oh wait, I have the doctors, nurses, my therapist, even Calum on my back. No one will leave me alone." I tightened my grip on his hand. "Don't be scared to let go." I said tearing running down my face. "It's okay." I closed my eyes. I could hear the beep of the heart monitor. "Goodbye Ryan."

Note: First Cody now Ryan, IM SORRY OKAY IM SORRY

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