Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Luke

I sat there waiting. I heard the door open. I looked up. It wasn't them. I sighed. "Luke," I heard someone say. I turned my head. "What?" I said. "May I talk to you for a second." I stood up sighing.

"What is it this time?" I said sitting in one of the chairs. "It's about you leaving." I rolled my eyes. "Oh, but of fucking course. My brothers don't want to bring me home? Or you're keeping me here because I'm homosexual." I shook my head looking down. "It's not because you're homophobic. You're brothers called and said they can not come." I laughed. "Typical." I nodded. "That's my brothers for you. They always do this. They only care about themselves." I shook my head holding back the tears. "Why does this always happen to me?" I questioned. "I'm always the one to be left alone." My body shook. "Luke please sit down." I shook my head. "No," I cried. "I've been here long enough I want to go home!" She nodded. "Listen to me," she started to say. I looked up at her. "What?" I said. "You're brothers are coming tomorrow." I rolled my eyes. "They said that?" She nodded. "That's hard to believe." She sighed. "Why don't you go and get your things packed so you don't have to do it tomorrow." I nodded walking out of her office.

Nothing seemed right. It never seemed right. I stared at myself in the mirror. "Why does this always happen to me?" I asked myself. "Everything happens for a reason." I turned. "Calum," he smiled. Tears stained his face. "What's wrong?" I asked. "It's been over a week." Calum looked down. "Since?" I questioned. "You knew about Lily. But my mom got killed in a car crash." He sighed. "She was with my sister." Calum finally broke into tears. "I don't have anyone else to turn to. Mali's been in a coma since the accident." I looked down. "I'm sorry Calum." He shook his head. "I don't need the sympathy." He said. I nodded. "Okay." He looked over to me. "So what's happened with you." I shrugged. "Ashton kissed me, he went home. I can't go home because my jackass brothers didn't come to get me." Calum looked at me. "What?" He questioned. I sighed. "Yes, I kissed Ashton. No big deal." I said. Calum pushed my arm. "It is." He laughed. "But your brothers haven't come to get you?" I nodded. "Said they'd come tomorrow but I don't believe them." Calum looked at me. "Do you want to leave today?" He asked. I nodded. "Come on then." I shook my head. "They won't let me." I said. Calum gave me a smirk. "Trust me come on."

"Is that right?" The woman at the front desk said. Calum nodded. "His brothers sent me here." The woman looked at me then back at Calum. I saw my therapist walk out of her office. "Ma'am!" Calum yelled to her. I looked at him. She turned. "Yes?" She questioned walking towards me and Calum. "Luke's brothers sent me here to get him. May I take him home?" She looked at Calum. She sighed. "Alright." She said. I smiled. Calum looked back at me. Calum nodded. "Thank you." He said. "Thanks Calum." I said. He shoved me over. "Don't mention it."

"Luke how long were you in there for?" Calm asked. "Over a year. Almost two years now." He looked over to me. He shook his head. "We're both almost 20 now." I looked down. "Crazy." I said. He nodded. "Here we are." Calum said pulling up to my house. "Will you come in with me?" I asked. He nodded.

I stood at the door. I shook my head. "I can't." I said. Calum grabbed my hand and brought it up to the door. "Coming!" Jack yelled waking to the door. I heard the door unlock. "Luke?" He said. A smile broke out on my face. "We were coming tomorrow." He pulled me into a hug. I stood there shocked. I hugged him back. "We missed you Luke." He said. I pulled away. "What?" I said. "You heard me right Luke. We missed you." Jack looked at Calum. "Thank you Calum." He said. Calum nodded. "Anytime." Calum looked down. "I'll let you guys catch up."

"Luke!" I heard a child's voice yell. I looked at Jack. "Who's that?" I questioned. "Your cousin." I then felt arms wrap around my waist. I looked down to see a child hugging me. "Hi." I said touching their back. "Sadie why don't you let Luke get settled in." The little girl nodded running back outside. "Your room is still in the same spot. Nothing was moved. Nothing changed since you left." I smiled walking up the stairs.

I looked at the walls of my room. The drawings still hung there. I closed my eyes and walked up to the walls. I ripped the drawings down. I gathered them all and threw them down. "You're not real." I said. "I'm finally realizing that."

•Three Years Later•
"What the fuck do you mean!" I yelled at Jack. "He's gone I'm sorry Luke." I shook my head. "He can't be." I cried. I fell to my knees. "I want to see him!" I yelled. Jack held my shoulders. "You can't see him." I shook my head. "No!" I screamed. I pushed Jack's hands away. I stood up and ran to his room.

I saw him lying there the heart monitor turned off his oxygen taken out. I walked up to his bed. I took his hand. "We always seem to end like this. I know you won't wake up this time." Tears ran down my face. "This time I wasn't so lucky." I kissed his hand. "We could have had a life together." I looked down. "I'll be back later."

I walked into the house and ran to Ben's room. I opened his closet and looked for the lock box. I reached towards the back and pulled it out. I unlocked it. "There you are." I said. I looked at the revolver. "I'm coming Ashton."

I drove myself back to the hospital. Ben and Jack sat there in the waiting room. "Luke where did you go." They asked. I looked at them. "I just went home for something." I said walking back to Ashton's room.

I took Ashton's hand. "I loved you." I said to him. I pulled out the gun. I held it to my head. My body shook. I heard the click of the gun. "I'm coming Ashton." I heard footsteps. I turned my head. "Luke," Jack stepped towards me. "Goodbye Jack." He lunged towards me knocking me to the ground. Then gun went off. Everything was black.

Note: Luke? What the fuck!

Maybe I have one last part but I don't know.

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