Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Calum

I held her in my arms. "No, come on. Stay with me." She lifted her hand to touch my face. "Let me go." I shook my head. "No, don't leave me." She shook her head. "Let me go." Her hand fell beside her body. Her eyes went blank. I looked at her. I shook her shoulder. "No, come on! Wake up!" I lowered my head to touch her forehead. "I love you."

•Before•
"Lily!" I screamed. She kept running. "Lily stop!" I saw her turn into her room. I banged on her door. "Let me in!" I yelled. I felt hands grab my arms. "Please sir, you need to leave." I shook my head. "Help her!" I screamed. The person nodded. "We will. We will." I shook my head. "Bull shit." I said pulling my arm away from the person.

•Lily's Point of View•
I leaned against the door. I listened to Calum out in the hall way. I shook my head. "I'm sorry Calum. I have to." I heard a knock at the door. "Go the fuck away!" I yelled. "Lily, open the door." I turned to face the door. I turned the handle. "What do you want?" I questioned. "Is everything okay? That boy seemed worried about you." I nodded. "I'm fine." I said closing the door. I leaned back up against the door again. I looked over to the table next to my bed. I shook my head. I walked over to it. I stared at it. "Ryan." I cried. I shook my head again throwing the picture down on the floor. The glass shattered. I pulled my legs up to my chest and sat there.

Look what you've done. He's dead. Calum doesn't want you anymore. Cody died. Ashton was almost dead. I shook my head. Caitlin's voice grew louder. Tears streamed down my face. "Stop!" I cried. "Please let me go, Caitlin." You'll have to die for that, Lily. Killing yourself, is just easier than suffering. You saw Ryan dead. That's why. Just do it Lily. I looked at the bathroom. I stood up. "Okay. I'll do it."

I took the small pill bottle out of the cabinet. I sighed. "Let's try this again." I mumbled. I poured the pills into my hand. I walked back to the door and unlocked it. "Maybe you'll find me Calum." I said. I lied on my bed and put the pills in my mouth. I swallowed them. "This is it."

•Calum's Point of View•
I looked down. I felt a tap on my shoulder. "Were you here to see Lily Fallon?" I nodded. "You can see here now. She's okay." I stood up and ran to her room.

I knocked on the door. "Lily?" The door opened. Lily lied there on the ground. "No!" I screamed. I picked her head up. "No, no, no." I shook my head. "Someone get help! Someone help us!" I screamed. "Someone!" I felt tears run down my face. "Come on Lily stay with me please."

No one came. I just held Lily's head in my hands. "Lily, we can have a life together please. Stay with me. Dear god stay with me Lily." I felt a hand touch my face. "Let me go." She croaked. I shook my head. "I can't loose you." I cried taking her hand. "Let me go." She said. I shook my head. "Lily, please." Her eyes gave one last blink and they they went blank. I shook her shoulder. "No." My head shook faster. "No no no come on." Tears came to my eyes faster. They streamed down my face. I bent my head down to touch her forehead. "Wake up. Please don't be dead. Please just wake up." She didn't respond. Tears ran onto her face. I lifted my head. "I love you." I kissed her forehead. I took her hand. "I love you."

Note: I cried while writing this. I'm still crying about this. I'm sorry I killed Lily.

Also I'm sorry to say that there might only be two-three more parts to this. I haven't really thought about it.

Asylum News: It got 23k yesterday? Maybe? I don't really know.

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