Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Luke

•Flashback•
"Jack?" I said. He looked down at me. "What Luke?" He asked. "He's back." I said wrapping my hands around his waist. My tears had left small water stains on his shirt as I pulled away from him. "I don't know what to do Jack. He won't leave me." Jack bent down to me. "Do you want to talk to your therapist later today?" I nodded. "Alright. I'll call her." He said grabbing the phone.

"You're okay Luke." Jack said frantically as I screamed. "Niall shit the fuck up!" I yelled. "Luke!" Jack yelled. "He's not leaving!" I screamed as I held my head in my hands. Jack put his hand on my back. "We can get through this okay?" I nodded. "Just get Niall out of my life. I want him gone." I said. "Jack one day I'll get rid of Niall. That'll be the day I die too. So be prepared Jack be prepared." Then we pulled up in front of my therapist's building. Jack ran to my side of the car and helped me inside.

"What's wrong today Luke?" She asked. "Everything." I said. "Niall came back. He won't leave. He's yelling at the top of his lungs in my head. My head's pounding from the noise in my head." She nodded writing down everything I said. "He won't leave." I looked down. "What was the mental institution your were talking about again?" She looked up. "Luke, we've already agreed that you will be put there when you are 18. We also agreed you come here daily and that hasn't been happening." I looked at her. "I know. It's just now that it's just me, my brothers, and my dad it's harder to do shit." I stood up. "You think you run my fucking life!" She shook her head. "Luke please sit back down. I know I don't run your life but it's best for you to try and come everyday. Don't just come when you really need it." I nodded sitting back down. "What can we do to get Niall away for now?" I asked. "Nothing." She said. "Nothing? What do you mean nothing?" I asked "Niall is only in your mind. Okay point to where Niall is standing and I'll say if I can see him of not." I nodded lifting my hand to the corner of the room. "He's over there." She shook her head. "I don't see him." She said. I looked down. "May I go?" She sighed. "Yes." As I stood up she pointed at me. "You come here tomorrow." I nodded.

"Why do you have to come here again?" Jack asked me. "I have to go again because I'm supposed to be going every day which I haven't been." He shook his head. "Goddamn it Luke." He yelled. "You fuck things up don't you!" I looked at him. "I fuck things up?" I yelled back. "It's not me Jack it's fucking Niall." He shook his head. "Is that all you can say? Niall this and Niall that. He's not fucking real!" I looked down. "Yes he is!" I said. "I don't see the fucking point of going to these therapists they don't fucking help." I looked down and was silent for the rest of the drive.
•Flashback over•

I stared at myself in the bathroom mirror. "Do it Luke." Niall's voice said in my head. I shook my head. "I can't." I said grabbing my head. "Luke no one else will do it for you so do it." I shook my head again. I looked at the medicine cabinet. I searched for something to break it open. There was nothing. "What are you doing Luke?" Niall asked. "Killing myself an easier way than what you want me to do." I said trying to get the lock undone on the cabinet. Once I got it opened I pulled out my pills. "Luke, that'll kill us both." Niall said. "I know." I said. "That's why I'm doing it."

Note: Oh shit. Sorry if this sucked I had a long day today and I'm really tired.

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