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Luke

•Before•
"Luke," I felt someone move my hair to the side. My eyes opened slowly. "Hey honey." I shook my head. "I'm dead and you're just inside my head." I said. "Luke, you're not dead." She said. "How? I took 4 pills that's enough to kill me." She shook her head. "Taking every pill in that bottle would kill you, Luke." I looked over my shoulder. "What's that's noise?" I asked standing up. I walked into the hall. "Lily, what the fuck." A raspy voice said. Calum. "I don't know!" Lily screamed through her tears. I covered my ears. "Why can I hear them!" I yelled. "They're in the room with you Luke." She said. "They want you awake." I shook my head. "No they don't." I said. "Luke, you don't know do you. Michael, Calum, Ashton, Lily, Cody, and Ryan need you." I looked down. "They need you to help them." I shook my head. "No they don't!" I screamed again. "Just wake up Luke." Then I saw a bright light. My eyes opened slowly. "What's with all they yelling?"

•Now•
"Luke?" Lily said she rushed to my bedside. "Holy shit." Calum said rubbing his neck. "What happened?" I asked my voice raspy. "You overdosed." Calum said. I shook my head. "To you." Calum coughed. "Lily, had a fucking attack again and tried to strangle me. You know the usual things." I laughed. "Fuck." I mumbled. "What?" Lily said concerned. "It's nothing." She shook her head. "Calum get a doctor." He nodded stumbling out the door.

"Why the fuck did you do that?" Lily yelled. I breathed in. "I couldn't take it anymore." I said. She shook her head. "You could have gotten someone to help you not pills!" I rolled my eyes. "Yeah well look who's talking you did the same thing." She looked down. "I know I did but I didn't try to take my fucking eye out!" I sighed. "By the way how does it feel? The doctors came to check on it and they said the cut was infected." Tears came to her eyes. "I wish you lost your fucking sight so you could see how much you fucked up." She yelled. "Lily," she raised her finger. "No, shut the fuck up!" She yelled walking out. Then Calum walked in with a doctor. "What happened with her?" I shrugged.

"Well it's not as infected as it was before." The doctor said. "You'll be fine." I nodded. "That's great." I said. "Alright, well I'll be back later." The doctor said. Calum and I nodded. "You're so fucking stupid." Calum said. "Can you all give me a break." I said. "No, I've given you enough breaks Luke! You could've died! Do you know how hard that would be for me! How long have we been friends?" He yelled. "Since preschool." I mumbled. "Yeah and do you know how fucking hard it would be to see you dead." I shook my head. "Put me in your position Luke." I looked down. "Calum I'm sorry." Tears came to my eyes. I motioned Calum towards me. He walked over to me. He say on the edge of my bed. I pulled him into a hug. "I'm sorry." I cried. "I'm sorry." I felt tears coming through my shirt. "Are you crying?" I laughed. Calum laughed. "Fuck you Luke." I hugged him tighter.

"Luke, what happened with Lily earlier?" Calum said. "I don't know. She was mad about what I did." Calum nodded. Then there was a bang at the door. "Ashton?" I questioned. "You're alive?" I nodded. "Calum, I'm freaking out." He screamed. Calum stood up. "What's wrong?" Ashton slammed the door. "He's here." Calum and I looked at each other. "Who?" I asked. "They brought him here from prison! I told the court I don't want to see him! They didn't listen!" Ashton screamed. "Ashton," Calum said. "Calm down." He shook his head. "Who is this person?" Calum asked. Ashton breathed in. "My dad."

Note: What. The. Actual. Fuck. He's back. What the fuck!

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