Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Luke

"Ashton, come on please wake up." I cried. I held his head. His eyes looked into mine. "Come on." I said. "Come on." He shook his head. "Luke, let me go." Ashton said. "Ashton why did you do this again." I said. "Just stop trying." I heard Michael say. "Don't say that!" I yelled. I felt Ashton's hand come up to my face. "Let me go Luke." I shook my head. "No, no no. Please stay. We need you." He shook his head. "I'm not wanted. I'm not wanted." Ashton's eyes closed. "No! Come on! Ashton come on!" I shook his shoulders.

I sat up in my bed. "Hey, you alright." Ryan said. I shook my head and stood up. "Where are you going?" Ryan asked as I walked out. "Just leave me alone." I said. "Luke, wait." He said. "What?" I said. "There's some guy here to see you." I looked at him confused. "Who is it?" I asked. "He had jet black hair. Said his name was Michael." My eyes widened. "No." Ryan looked at me. "What?" I shook my head. "I can't do this."

I walked over to the other room. I looked at the number. 60. Ashton's room. I thought. I shook my head. I brought my hand up to the door. I banged on it. The door clicked open. I looked up. There stood a boy with messy blonde hair, hazel eyes, and a scared look on his face. "Ashton?" I said. The boy looked at me his eyes wide. "What the fuck." I said under my breath. Then the other boy, Cody walked up to the door. "You're Luke right?" I nodded. "This is Ashton. He's mute." I shook my head. "I need to go." Cody looked at me. "You all good?" I nodded. "I'll be back."

My breathing became heavy as I walked to my therapist. I ran down the hall to her office. I opened the door. "You fucking lied!" I yelled. "Luke, I am with someone." She said. "I can see that! But I need you to tell me something!" I screamed. "Luke, what do you need to tell me." She said. "Ashton. You lied, he's real! Oh yeah and Michael too. Ryan told me he's here to see me." She looked at me. "Luke, I told you they were never real." I shook my head. "Lies everything you told me was a lie!" She stood up. "Luke we can talk later." I breathed in deep. "Fuck you." I said walking out.

As I walked into the lobby a person grabbed my arm. "Luke," the person said. I looked up. Michael. I thought. "Can we talk?" I shook my head. "I can't talk to you." I said. "Luke stop." He grabbed my arm again. "Who the fuck are you anyways?" I said. "I'm Michael, Luke. Don't you remember me?" I looked down. "Last time I saw you, you weren't real." I said. "Luke I'm real trust me." Michael looked around. He walked up to a man. "You can see me right? My friend here believes I'm not here." The man looked at me. "You shit he's real." I shook my head. "Please just talk to me." I shook my head. "Come back later." I said walking away.

"You doing okay?" Ryan said as I walked in. "No. No I'm not. Two people who I thought weren't real are real." I said sitting on the edge of the bed. "Who?" He asked. "Michael the boy that came by here. And Ashton who's a roommate with Cody." I said. "Now, I'm just fucking waiting for someone named Calum to show up at the fucking door." Then there was a knock at the door. Ryan stood up. "You are?" He asked the person. "It's for you Luke." He said looking back in. I stood up. "Hey Luke, you should know me." There stood a boy with dark brown hair with a blonde streak in the front. "I don't know you." I said. He smiled. "You do Luke." He said. "I'm Calum."

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