Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Luke

I held Ashton's head in my hands. "No!" I shook my head. "This happened before! This can't happen again!" I felt someone's hands on my shoulders. I shoved them back. "Ashton! Come on! Come back!" I felt hands on my shoulders again. "Luke, he gone." I shook my head. "He can't be." I sat back on my heels. "He can't be." Michael pulled a chair up next to me and sat down. He touched my shoulder. "It's okay, Luke. He's in a better place." I stood up. "No he's not!" I yelled standing up. "Michael, he'll never be in a better place. Everywhere is the same fucking thing!" Michael tried to follow after me. "I don't need you with me!" I yelled. He sat back down. "Alright." He said. "Come back when you're ready."

•Flashback•
"Why did you make me leave her!" I yelled at Ben. "She needs to rot in there!" He yelled back. I looked at him fear in my eyes. "She doesn't deserve to be there anymore!" He shook his head. "We'll talk about this when we get home."

"Ben, why the fuck would you say that to him!" Jack yelled. "He's 12!" Ben yelled. "He needs to know that she deserves to be there!" I stood behind the doorway. "No he doesn't! He can know that when he's older!" Jack yelled. I heard footsteps walk towards the door. I backed away. "What the fuck are you doing Luke!" Ben yelled at me. I ran into the living room. "Jack." I squealed. He shoved me away. "Go to you room!" He yelled. I looked at him my eyes wide. "Jack?" I said. "Go!" He yelled. I ran up the stairs and threw myself on my bed with the door slamming behind me.

Kill them. Kill them. They don't need you. They hate you. They've always hated you. You're not needed. Kill them first then yourself. You can't get arrested if you're dead, Luke. The voice grew louder. "Stop!" I screamed over the voice. No! Luke, you don't need them! They don't need you! I held my head. "No!" Come on Luke. One cut vertically and you'll be gone. It's all so easy. Just do it Luke. I looked down holding my head. "Jack!" I yelled. Good job Luke. Get him in there and kill him. "He's back! He's not leaving!" Jack burst through the door. "Luke look at me." He said calmly. Here's your chance. Kill him. "What's he telling you?" Jack asked me. "He's telling me to kill you and Ben then kill myself. Niall won't go away!"

•6 years later•
"How long have you had Niall in your head?" The doctor asked me. "Um, he first came when I was 12 then he disappeared for about a year ago." The doctor nodded. "You were 17, correct?" I nodded. "Yes." She looked down at her notepad. "You said your brother's are making you come here." I looked up. "They want me put away so they don't have to take care of me." She sighed. "I'm sorry to say Luke but you need to be put into Mayweather Mental Institution in Sydney."
•Flashback over•

"You think he's still alive?" I asked the doctor. He looked at me. "He's still fighting. The cuts he made weren't deep at all but still caused him to loose a great amount of blood." I nodded. "Can I stay here?" I asked. The doctor looked at Ashton them back at me. "Alright."

I sat there watching Ashton. He didn't move. He didn't seem to be breathing. He looked lifeless. I felt tears come to my eyes. "Ashton, if you can hear me please don't go. It can't happen like it did in my nightmares. Wake up." Tears streamed down my face. "Ashton, everything will be better if you wake up!" I yelled. I stood up. "Wake up! Please wake up!" I looked at Ashton. "I've never told anyone this," I paused. "I-I," I was stuttering. "I think I love you."

Note: Am I putting Lashton in this? Maybe. Maybe Ashton isn't dead. Who knows.

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