Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Luke

I felt the tears stinging my eyes. "I'm sorry Michael." I cried. "Luke?" I heard Calum say to me. "Where's Michael? I thought he came back?" I shook my head. "He left. He hates me." Calum bent down to me. "Look at me." I wiped my eyes and looked up at him. "He doesn't hate you." The tears stung my eyes. "Calum, I almost killed him! At least that's what he told me!" I screamed. "I don't want him to hate me!" Calum grabbed my arm. "Luke, he's just shaken up by everything." I nodded sitting up. "Can be alone for awhile Calum?" I said. Calum nodded standing up. He hit the bed. "Everything's going to be okay." He said walking out.

"What the fuck!" I heard someone yell in my head. "Stop!" I yelled grabbing my head. "Stop!" My head shook. "I just want everything in my head to be fucking silent!" I screamed. "Why didn't you kill him!" The voice yelled. "I don't know! He's my friend! I can't!" I threw the covers off of me. "Stop!" I stood up. "Luke," I looked over my shoulder. "What!" I yelled. "Please lie back down." I shook my head. "I'm not alone!" I yelled. "Please, Luke." My therapist walked up to me. "No!" I screamed. My therapist grabbed my arm. "Luke!" She yelled. "Get in bed!" My head shook violently. She took my hand as I lied down. "Please don't strap me." She shook her head. "Luke, we have to." I closed my eyes. "Please don't." She bent down to grab the leather straps at the sides of the bed. I fought against her. "No!" I screamed. She slammed my hand down. "Luke! Stop this bull shit!" I fought against her again." She had finally gotten the first strap around my wrist. "You brought this on yourself Luke." She said getting the last strap secured. I closed my eyes. "Please don't leave me like this all day." My therapist looked at me. "Don't worry Luke we won't." There was then a knock at the door. "There's someone here to see him." My therapist nodded. "Send them in. He won't hurt them." the nurse nodded turning into the hall. "Hello Luke."

"Mrs. Clifford?" I said. "Yes, Luke we need to talk about something." She said walking over to me. "What's that?" She looked down. "It's about Michael." I shook my head.

•Flashback•
"Kill him." My voice became deeper. "Luke?" Michael reached his hand out to touch my shoulder. I grabbed his arm and twisted it backwards. He screamed. "Luke!" He yelled. I slammed him against the wall. I let go of my arm as he fell to the ground. He grabbed his shoulder in pain. "He's here! He made me do this!" I yelled as I pulled up the bandage to reveal my eye. He winced at the sight of it. "Luke?" He asked me. "Why?" I shook his head. "He told me I needed to be blind. So I tried to make his wish come true. But Ryan stopped me." I bent down to him. "No one else will stop me. Niall will get what he wants. He will get what wants I won't disappoint him this time." He glared at me. "What do you mean this time?" I shook my head. "Niall will get what he wants. He's my friend and I will do what he wants me too." He shook his head. "So you mean to say that you would gauge your own eyes out for Niall?" I nodded. "I would do anything for Niall. But what I'm about to do you won't need to see." I pulled his head up by his hair. Michael winced in pain. "Sleep tight Michael." I said. I shook my head. "No! Michael!" I screamed. I bent down to him. I lifted his head. Blood ran down the side of his head. "Oh god, Michael!" I stood up and walked into the bathroom. "I fucked up." I said to myself. "I fucked up."
•Flashback over•

"What about Michael?" I asked her. "He's been a car accident." She said. I looked down. I shook my head. "No." She nodded. "They have in surgery now but they don't know." My eyes stared blankly at the wall. "It's my fault." I mumbled. "What Luke?" I looked at her. "Michael and I got into a fight and then he left." I felt tears come to my eyes. "If we didn't fight he would be here!" Mrs. Clifford stood up and grabbed my shoulder. "Luke, they don't know if Michael will make it."

Note: Shit. Will he die? Will he?

Hope it didn't suck! Cause I'm really tired and had writers block!

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