Schizophrenia|| 5sos #Wattys2015

Michael

Recap: Then I looked back at the table and realized I was the person.

My eyes widened. I shook my head. "No, this can't be real!" I stumbled backwards. "What the fuck." My whole body shook. "Come on kid." The nurse said in my ear. "Pull through. You're going to make it." I felt the tears burn my eyes. "I can't do this!" I screamed running my fingers through my hair. My whole body shook. "I can't!" I ran out of the room into the hall. I slid myself down the wall. "Why is this happening!" I screamed. "I just want to give up." I cried. "Michael?" I heard a voice say. I looked up. "Who the fuck are you?" The person laughed. "You know who I am." I shook my head. "I don't know." I cried. "You know who I am and I've always been there."

•Flashback•
I sat there at the dining room table with my mom. We didn't say much to each other. I just looked down at my plate. "Michael?" I looked up. "What?" I said quietly. "Will you tell me what happened with your father?" She asked. "No." I said. "Michael, why won't you tell me." I dropped my fork down onto the plate. "Mom, if you want to know how he is go see him! I'm not the messenger between you two!" I stood up my chair hitting the wall. "Michael come back here!" She yelled. I didn't respond. "Come back!" I turned. "I'm done giving you and dad more chances mom!"

"Please open the door." My mom yelled. I lied there my face in my pillow. I shook my head. "Go away!" I yelled back. "Leave me alone!" My mom turned the knob. "Michael please." I sat up. I opened the door. "Fine." She walked in. I sat back down on my bed, my mom sitting down next to me. I rested my head on her shoulder. "I'm sorry." I cried. "I'm scared." She pulled me into a hug. "It's okay Michael." I shook my head. "He told me he's mad that he missed me growing up. I told him it was his fault, which it is. I feel terrible about it." She hugged me tighter. "Why don't you get some sleep Michael." I nodded. "Okay." I said lying down. My mom moved my hair out of my eyes. "Get some sleep, honey." She said.
•Flashback over•

I walked back with the doctors to the room they put me in. They had put a tube down my throat to control my breathing. I looked at myself. "Why did this happen." Then I followed the doctors out to the waiting area where my mom sat her head in her hands. "Mom." I said. "Mrs. Clifford," the doctor said. My mom stood up. "Yes?" She said. "Michael has just gotten out of surgery but he won't wake up for a few hours." She nodded. "May I see him?" The doctor nodded. He walked her back to the room as I followed them back.

I felt her take my hand. "Michael, I need you here." She said. "I need you here, you're all I have left." She stood up and looked at me. "I'm sorry this happened to you Michael." I walked up to the other side of my bed. I reached out my hand to touch hers. "I'll stay for you mom." I said. She looked at me. I smiled but I knew she couldn't see me. "I'll stay." She looked back down at me. She pushed the hair out of my eyes. "I'll stay here with you Michael." She said taking my hand again.

"Mrs. Clifford it'd been a month." The doctor said. My mom shook her head. "You can't just let him die!" She yelled. "He's my son!" The doctor nodded. "One more week and if he doesn't wake up we're taking the tube out." She nodded. "Alright." My mom walked back over to my bed. "Come on Michael. Wake up or they'll let you die." Tears ran down her face. I looked at her. "Michael," I looked behind me. "Wake up." I nodded. "Do you finally know who I am?" I shook my head. "I'm Niall." My eyes widened. "Wake up Michael." I nodded. I looked back to my mom. "I'm coming back mom." I said. "I'm coming back."

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