𝐎𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 | 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐣𝐚𝐲𝐤𝐞

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jay knew what he was doing.

all along, he knew.

choosing jake when he always knew that he doesn't love him the way it was before, choosing jake when he knew to himself that he's developing deep feelings for someone else.

the blame is all on me.

'just tell jake that you don't have feelings for him anymore. reject him!'

his subconscious thought was yelling at him. but what can he do? what can i do?

i don't... have the slightest courage of breaking my best friend's heart.

at some point, jay could feel something punching him in the gut when he saw heeseung slowly losing his smile because he told him that he gave jake a chance.

i wanted to take my words back.

"i've moved on."

that's what you told me, and like a fool that i am- i believed you.

would that make me a fucking jerk, if i wished that it would've been better if jake was the one who moved on from me... and not you?

because i can't afford to lose you.

jay lets out a shaky breath when heeseung lets go of him. he suddenly felt a bit empty.

the elevator opens, signalling that they arrived at the ground floor. heeseung stares at him before taking a few steps away from him.

i did not even notice that i went back to the first floor with him.

"can we talk-" he tries to grab the older's arm but heeseung was quick to step outside of the elevator.

"clear your head first, jay. i don't want to get tangled between you and jake again." heeseung says, wearing his infamous blank expression.

before jay could even speak, the elevator closed on his face.

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[ sunghoon 🌵 ]

jay:
hey
am i allowed to let visitors inside your house

sunghoon 🌵:
it depends
are your visitors criminals?

jay:
no tf

sunghoon 🌵:
ok i'm good
are you gonna bring your bff over
if so then pls sanitize the whole house once he leaves

jay:
???
are you fvcking serious

sunghoon 🌵:
yeah ofc
i'm a germophobe you see 😊

jay:
you're an awful person
no it's not jake
i'm just inviting meiji and jimin

sunghoon 🌵:
oh well that's fine
how old is meiji again?

jay:
he's almost 3 yrs old now

sunghoon 🌵:
cute
i have some toys inside the storage room
you can give them to meiji

jay:
ok thanks
but why do you have toys stocked up inside your storage room

sunghoon 🌵:
it's because sometimes i eat the lego bricks as a snack when i'm bored 🥰😋