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|104|--𝚂𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚙𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚏𝚝. 𝚂𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚙𝚒𝚞𝚜

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It's hard you know, just living up to the expectations of everyone. You try your best but at the end, you just end up just disappointing everyone around you.

Everyone thinks I'm Voldemort's son and there is another group who expects me to be the same exact copy of my father Draco Malfoy. Just because I look like him doesn't mean I am him and people should understand that.

The society is corrupted. They really don't are about your mental health. All they like is criticizing and emotionally abusing children for money. Just because their parents are famous.

My mum Astoria Greengrass was my everything. She taught me and inspired me to be a good person. But everyone thinks I have to be like my dad, a 'cool' kid who thinks he's superior to everyone. But I'm not that.

When she passed away I was all alone. All I had was Albus. He was one person who understood me because he was also a victim of the case in which everyone wanted to be like his father. But he couldn't handle the pressure. But I contained everything inside me. I moved on.

I also had another girl who supported me without her even realizing. Rose Weasley, the girl I love. She used to always joke. Whenever I was called Voldemort's son she would say, "He has a nose and I'm pretty sure he would have been hotter if he was Voldemort's son".

Even if it was rude. It gave me moral support. A better support than what my dad has ever given me. My dad is also the kind of person who wants to shape me like his shadow. But I don't want that. But my freedom and opinion doesn't matter at all to him.

I have always felt suppressed by the high standards that society has. But Albus has always been there for me and Rose has unintentionally always cared and supported me.

This is the true reason I love Rose. I would never share this to anyone cause for some reason I feel like it's embarrassing to admit that I'm an emotional person.

I was in potions class when I was drowning in these stupid abstract thoughts. I looked at Rose taking down notes. Her reddish brown bushy hair looked so pretty. It was a total contrast of her neat and clean personality.

I kept my head down slowly as I observed her as she tucked bangs behind her ears everytime they fell on her eyes. Her chocolate brown eyes filled with sweetness and flavor.

I then took a glance at my blonde girlfriend who I was deceiving and acting as if I love her. As you know all is fair in love and war. To be honest though love is war and a very unfair war.

Albus hit me on my shoulder and asked, "What is he even teaching? I'm so confused. Why do I need to learn about adding random stuff in a pot to blow things up anyways. I've decided I'm going to start a simple business" he completed.

"True Al, instead of spending time in the office piled up with paperwork and getting bossed around by the manager doing the work you hate, it's better to just start a business and live a simple life these days" I said, sighing and getting up and stretching my arms.

"You're richie rich, you don't even need to work. Not the case for me bud" Albus said scribbling in the parchment. "I don't wanna live you know, sometimes I feel like giving up" I said seriously. My mind just went blank and I had a vision of me on the edge of a cliff.

"Well if you're dying, invite me to the party as you're not going to hell without me" Albus said chuckling. "Al, have I ever told you how grateful I am to have you as my friend?" I said heavy heartedly. "No and I don't care" he said as he went back to writing.

Class eventually ended and me and Albus walked out of class and rushed to the great hall. When I entered I saw an unpleasant sight of Rose feeding her stupid boyfriend while he was studying. Oh seriously these Ravenclaws are getting on my nerves.

"I need to get serious with Rose. I don't think I'm getting anywhere by dating Polly. It's been almost a year now Al, the situation has only worsened" I said as I raged in jealousy.

"Tell me one thing I lack, that makes Rose hate me" I asked Albus seriously as I banged the table. "Well, you're not single, you're pretty much of a bitch to her these days and Hunter is hotter" Albus said blankly. ISN'T HE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE???

"Sup" Lily said as she joined us. Lily was my ultimate guru to get to Rose. Even though there is no progress I like spending time with my little sweet sister. "Hey" I replied with a smile.

"I was wondering you know, maybe you should break up with that Polly girl and threaten Rose to date you" Lily said and Albus spit out his pumpkin juice and gave a concerned look at his sister.

"So eventually the whole dating Polly thing I did for a year is a waste? All those fake hugs and kisses are to waste" I stormed angrily at Lily.

"Uhh.. Lysander likes being threatened into dates. And according to me Rose and Lysander are the same bitches in opposite genders" Lily said. "Don't swear, Lils it's bad" Albus said and I started laughing.

"Ok ok wait, let's not make any rash decisions cause she will never dump Hunter for me. So if we want to execute this plan we gotta find some dirt on our Hunter boy so Rose breaks up with him" I said seriously as I put my hands on the table.

"Well I know someone who can help us with dirt collection" Lily said smiling and 5 minutes later Lysander was sitting with us.

"For 6 damn months I was free of your torture why have you decided to torture me again?" He asked, crossing his arms with his eyes sternly staring at me.

"We need dirt on Hunter" I said. "Well, pick some soil from the floor and throw it in his face. How hard can that be?" He said with a straight face. Me and Lily just gave him a look of disbelief whereas Albus cracked up and said, "ok that was a bad joke but how the fuc- hell did he say that with a straight face?" He said laughing.

This is the problem whenever we bring Lysander in. He only cares about himself and his GREAT PERSONALITY of pissing people off. "Do you want to help or not?" I asked angrily. Seriously boy, just cut some of your PRIDE down.

"Since Lily paid me I'll help. Who do you want dirt on again?" He asked. "Hunter" I replied. "Hunterrrr... hmm... oh yes, he's a part of the love potion smuggler gang. He smuggles in love potions for money. I should contact him soon to be honest, they make real good money" he said casually.

"How did you know that?" I asked in awe. "I have sources and I have dirt on everyone so I can threaten them if I get in any sort of trouble anyways. Nice doing business with you I'll be off" he said and left.

"Well that was quick" Albus said as me and Lily were still stuck in a state of disbelief.

"Now we just need the proof" Lily said, coming back to normal.  "I'll take care of it. You guys can relax for a while. Lily just do me a favor by shit talking about Hunter to Rose. Also convince her peers about Hunter being a bitch" I said.

Things are going to get a lot more serious from here. I finally feel like I'm back on my track after a long time. Last year I didn't get much time to care about Rose because of O.W.L.s but this year is different. My intentions are clear and I'll be winning the lottery.

I'm going to kill you with my love Rose! And Hunter, watch your toes Hunter. SCORPIONS ARE POISONOUS, I'LL STING YOU TILL YOU DIE.

Ok this sounds so damn immature.

~𝕊𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕡𝕚𝕦𝕤~