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-LYSANDER-
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐓 reached my sun kissed skin. I liked the feeling I had when the warmth of the sun touches my skin to make me feel refreshed after winter. I'm just beating all the recent allegations of me being a vampire.
In the past few weeks, I've gone through different stages of anxiety and apprehensiveness. I suddenly seem to be gaining a lot more attention from everyone and it's surreal.
I've always made a very basic impression on people. I go to class, I either sleep or pretend like studying, I read at the library, I hang out with my roomies, me and Lily have lifelong beef, I don't get involved in any serious drama unless I get pulled into one, I don't socialise or get involved in relationships and my life is pretty much quiet.
I must say I have been popular for my looks but, my personality makes it hard for people to really get intertwined with me. No matter how hard anyone tries to force themselves into my life, I have to give that final approval that they mean something to me.
But recently there is this trend for dating guys who seem toxic and look good and well, now it's kind of like every single girl in Hogwarts is basically after me.
It's kind of offensive how they think that I'm toxic, I'm not toxic unless you're just full of shit or if I really really like you but I hate the fact that I like a person like you.
To be honest I really haven't cared about anyone else except the people in my close circle ever since I was young. Everyone around me are usually people who have dealt with my shit for at least 6 years of their lives, thus if you wanna be something in my life you gotta stick around at least for six years.
Usually people who try to enforce themselves into my life usually last like a bare minimum of twenty chapters of my life.
Anyways back to the point, I thought this unhinged trend would die off in like two or three days but nah— Every time I walk in the corridor I have three girls on average trying hard to talk to me. At this point dating me is like a game or something to the girls at Hogwarts.
I've become the gold rush of Hogwarts and I hate it, I just HATE the attention. There is literally a cult just for my welfare like, what the fuck?! I can't move, I can't be alone, I can't walk in the corridors peacefully, I can't be free from the eyes of the public.
