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𝐇𝐎𝐆𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 the school for all magical beings of the world but for some reason it seemed like a prison for me. Ever since I was titled as a prefect things took a crazier turn. I have to be harrassed by Jared to wake up in the mornings. I feel sorry for him for the amount of times I accidentally scratched him with my nails while struggling to get up.
Val on the other hand would curse at me for creating a ruckus in the morning. Hugo is like me once sleeping, always sleeping, nothing can wake him up. Lorcan wakes up at like 5:30 am for Quidditch practice so he won't be there to see all my struggles.
Well the night of the grand feast was quite hectic, firstly I can't manage a bunch of children and secondly all of them being gen alpha makes it all just a bitter experience. They're all like we know what to do, you don't need to tell us, I know everything shit. It's like them hitting puberty at 9 years old or something. It was just crap.
On the other hand my whole heart is burning and aching everytime I see Keres and Lily flirt with each other and the worst part is that I told Keres that I'll be stealing Lily but I don't know where to even start and now since school started I don't have much time to think about what to do to make her mine.
I feel so unmotivated everytime I see her with Keres and because of all this prefect shit that stress keeps making me forget the whole fact that I even like a person called 'Lily'. I thought maybe its cause I don't actually like her but the thing is that.
Everytime we talk, every single word builds up into this moment and I gotta convince myself that I don't want it because it's too early, I don't want this whole thing to be half hearted. I want to fall in love with her and GO CRAZY AND INSANE LIKE A TAYLOR SWIFT SONG. I just don't want it to be rushed.
Everytime I look at her, her electrifying mesmerizing emerald sea green eyes and her dark red wavy hair complimenting her just makes me want to make her mine. It's not only her looks though, her wittiness, her smartness, the way she talks, her smiles and the cuteness when she gets mad at me.
IT'S JUST URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... I HATE HER SO MUCH BUT THAT'S THE REASON I LIKE HER TOO... ITS SO ANNOYING BUT I JUST LOVE IT! I'M A FUCKING PSYCHOPATH.
Today was another day of me standing in the corridors half asleep trying to nag students in their morning blues. But to be honest, I was probably the most loved prefect by all the students. They would literally take the route where I'm checking their appearance cause if they give me a valid reason I'll excuse them.
