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WARNING: DON'T DO THIS KIND OF FLIRTING WITH YOUR CRUSH ALSO SEXUAL REFERENCES.
𝐈 𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐘 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒, I was completely distracted by the fine weather and of course by the sight of my sweetheart, Lily. I was too lazy to take notes and it was the morning I was pretty much dead, so I just decided to copy Jared in the afternoon in a passing period. Meanwhile I was sketching a black and white portrait of Lily looking outside at the beautiful weather with all the beautiful magical plants behind her.
I'm slowly turning more and more insane and desperate. I already screwed up two times by going overboard because she drugged me with her enchanting existence. Seriously, I don't blame anyone who has tried to touch her and feel her. But if anyone does plan on pulling off such moves on her in the present, they are as good as dead, sorry dead is an understatement.
I haven't come up with any tricks ever since the whole lake incident. It's been around a week, life has been pretty normal with a skip of a beat every time I see her walking next to me. Lily and I were once again back to our so-called-friends-relationship.
My aim now is to confuse her and make her head spin. For the past week, I've been acting as just her 'friend', like old times Lily comes up with some shit and rambles about some dickhead while I pretend like listening and then she annoys the hell out of me by dashing into my shoulders which I thoroughly enjoyed and I just roll my eyes as a reaction.
I bet her insides are burning up on what the fuck is going on. One day he's displaying games and then the next day he's acting like nothing happened. This is more than enough to make her realise how obsessively in love she is with me or if she has already realised that it'll trigger her to do something impulsive which is definitely in my favour because she's a ticking bomb she won't just sit simply and watch me playing with her.
My love for her is just ineffable. I want her, every part of her. I know I'm just repeating myself but, it's hard explaining love in words, it's just so complicated, this generation has completely tarnished the reputation of love, no matter how pure love is, it always has it's black marks. I get it some here and there are ok but having multiple partners casually is just- You have to set limits-
The reason I lost faith in the concept of love is because of all this shit, I won't say Lily is a saint either, she's also one of those pawns in the game. But I want to show her how it feels like to be with someone who would burn the world for her.
