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𝐎𝐇, 𝐒𝐎 𝐖𝐄'𝐑𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐖? YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME LILY LUNA POTTER. THAT'S JUST DIRTY. HOW DARE YOU? HOW DARE YOU FUCKING BITCH- I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. NOW, JUST GO STAND IN THE CORNER AND THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID.
CREEVEY? SERIOUSLY? THAT'S THE BEST YOU COULD DO? I sat in my bed sweating and wiping my sweat into the pillow as I screamed into the pillow. NO. Please tell me I'm dreaming. Please tell me that all of this is just a nightmare.
A week had passed since she slashed my palm and that whole drama took place. I'm exhausted, I'm done with all this drama, I can't keep playing cat and mouse. Why can't she just admit that she likes me and that I'm her achilles heel.
Is it really that big of a crime to fall in love with the person who kind of ruined your reputation and completely shattered you and basically tortured you mentally in every single way possible?
Ok now that I think of it- Maybe, she would seem like a psychopath if she actually wants me. But she doesn't have concrete proof that I did all that shit. She can't prove me guilty. Ok I kinda feel like I'm going so low with this one- I'm so toxic, I feel bad for Lily that she's gotta be dealing with me.
I lay down on my bed, and sighed. Lily is dating Collin Creevey, it was very obviously the effect of me playing with her feelings and constantly poisoning her and giving her a hard time. She's getting her revenge.
I've let this slip for a week, I ignored it but it's getting worse. Her smile, her beautiful eyes shining in the sight of him, some average loser you'll be meeting in your daily life.
I thought dating Keres was a dumb move but dating Collin Creevey is a joke. I'm supposed to fight this war with actual men who are ready to spill their blood and give their life for the queen of my heart, but instead I'm fighting with jokers who are dressing up as kings.
I'm envious, my hands are shaking from holding back from her, I want her, I need her- It's annoying how she keeps taking up all my thoughts. At this rate within a few weeks I would go crazy and not even the mental asylum would want to take me in. I'm so in love I think I might just stop breathing.
I paced my breath, watching her smile at him and kiss him. I should be there. Every time she feels his lips, she has to feel mine- I want to haunt her. I buried my head into the pillow and screamed into it in frustration. I need to think, THINK MONKEY THINK! YOU'RE IQ IS OVER 160 THIS SUPPOSED TO BE EASY.
