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𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 does crazy things to one, it makes you lose your mind and lose yourself but when you feel like you can be who you are at least at minimal around a person is when you realise that you're in true love.
I'm in love with the most wonderful boy in the world Keres. I really love Keres, he's charming, kind and funny but I feel like our relationship is just too formal and every time I talk to him I feel like I just can't blabber and say whatever I want. I feel like I have to phrase out a whole damn conversation in my head and read it out. It's just not natural.
But, something in him just keeps me so attached to him. His warm hugs, his smile, his blue eyes and his chocolate curls. He's just so pure unlike me. There are so many times I wonder why I am attracted to him, but whenever I'm with him I just enjoy his company and presence. An hour feels like a minute when I'm with him.
But one thing that keeps bothering me is the existence of a creature called Lysander Scamander. Well, he's my um, ex-love. He's just made different. He's chill, calm and composed, his smiles and words are as valuable as gold. He's hot as fuck. Like really hot, I wouldn't be surprised if he turns out to be a model.
His personality is pretty much of a narcissist. He thinks he's great and good at everything but he's not wrong, he's actually good at everything except anything which involves other humans so I can't really classify him as a narcissist.
The issue here is that, I love Keres so much I would devote my life to acting and faking my personality for him but on the other hand Lysander is just the chillest dude in the world.
He might have a crazy mind but he's the kind of person to react to, "OMG SOMEONE DIED" with a reply of a low voice, "Oh" in his straight face. I feel like he'd be the one posing himself as a 'good boy' but he's really a 'bad bad boy' when it comes to love and that's just so CUTE <3
But recently he's been quite high and smiling a lot. SO I SUSPECT HIM OF BEING IN LOVE. I wonder who she is, but I got a gut feeling that he likes me. OK WHY DO I KEEP THINKING THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND ME? BUT REALLY I THINK HE LIKES ME.
I don't know why but he's just acting all weird in front of me and I think he likes me and for some reason I HATE IT! But I want it at the same time.
I just hope I'm not delusional, what if I'm going around thinking Lysander likes me and she is actually after Michelle or someone.
