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𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐃𝐀𝐘 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏, I have to be casual and not make it obvious. I have to become an actor and the director of my life and make my life the stage. I sprayed a bit more cologne than usual. I adjusted my hair and looked at my weird face in the mirror. No, I'm over doing this and freaking out, I have to be calm.
I took a deep breath as I closed my eyes. Lights, camera, bitch! I put on my normal expression as my heart rate was still pretty high and I was nervous on how mine and Lily's interaction was going to be. I put my fears aside as I picked up my bag of books.
"Hugo influenced you, why are you bathing in perfume? I thought you were allergic to that smell" Jared asked. "I won't say I'm allergic, I just don't like it plus I have a blocked nose. I think I'm going to catch a flu. I better start eating some Chinese herbs and roots" I said.
I rushed out of the dorm along with JJ and Val. Lorcan and Hugo had already gone for breakfast. "I wonder how Lily is doing" Val sighed. "Lily?" I asked a bit concerned cause, WHY DOES HE CARE ABOUT MY LILY? "I meant my girlfriend Lily, not your weird ass Lily Luna Potter" Val snapped. I really wanted to punch him right now- He just called MY LILY a weird ass.
I hope he dies, I hope that fucking Lily muggle girl breaks up with Val and elopes with another cheap ass guy she met at a shady park. I couldn't mind if this other Lily gets run over by a truck charing towards her at 97.25 km/hr and gets tossed and has a flight like a bird and lands in some rebar at a construction site and gets stabbed through her heart as she bleeds and dies slowly as blood trickles down that pipe as he hopelessly dies screeching in pain and distraught.
"I don't know why I feel so sombre and null" Jared said randomly as he sighed. "Did you fight with your girlfriend?" Val questioned. "Nah bro, I don't know. I feel like I hit puberty all over again, I feel so anxious and I'm so irritable these days. I just feel like screaming at everyone" Jared said, sighing.
"I'll be honest, I've learnt to accept it, nowadays I just live with it. It has become a part of me, don't worry experience will help you accept the harsh reality of life eventually" I said as I dug my bag checking whether I took all my homework parchments for submission.
"No jokes but, I feel so old and I feel really irresponsible and stuff" Val said as me and Jared widened our eyes looking at him in awe. Val having thoughts of his own? Damn. "You guys are slowly influencing me into a boring person like you guys, I should start hanging out with some cool kids" Val said.
