real psychward exclusive

dream drugs

aderall scrubs my soul clean,

without it, I'm so fucking mean.

one time i tried this shit called lean,

it wasn't as cool as it had seemed.

i snort prozac and claritin,

then i bled from both sides.

my nose and throat,

my hands were shaking and i gagged.

sink covered in my blood,

"no way this is from drugs,"

call me a fraud.

its all fake,

no way this is real.

im a wanna be druggy,

to hot girls, i'll give my coke.

light a joint,

teach me to smoke.

everything is so stupid,

because i make the choice to overdose at least once a week.

please,

i wanna throw my life away for a joke.

dont get me wrong,

i dont want to live on the street.

i don't wanna be ugly,

i just wanna be woke.

recreational,

OTC.

give it all to me.

"i dont care if it fake,

if it kill me, its a blessing to be frank."

i just wanna be like ZBC.

sammie,

you are still my esctasy.

amphetamines,

just call me your abercrombie zombie.