real psychward exclusive

my head hurts

yeah i know that life's unfair,

not everyone can be rare.

but i had to be THIS worthless?

so many men gawk and stare.

nothings fun,

i'm not angry I'm just numb,

staring straight into the sun.

walking in cirlces,

thats all i do.

dizzy falling,

deadly walking.

depression comes and goes.

please come back to me,

but not the kind i have been before.

screaming her name,

look what you did to me,

just shut up and give me more.

on the bathroom floor,

blood spills everywhere.

thats what i want,

its what i need,

i dont give a fuck if you think its greed.

i really need to get out of my house and do something,

before this summer ends and all I remember is a boring despair.