Finding My Way To Reach Your Heart ✓

60. A Different shade

"I.. I want a divorce, Sanskar." She said in on go and closed her eyes.

She felt him shiver a bit but didn't left his hold from her. Finding no response from him, she continued.

"You always say this na that I have never asked anything precious from you. Then it's time. I wish this. Please give me divorce. I don't want this relationship anymore. Just free me." She added further.

And the next moment, she found herself pinned against the wall and he was standing so close to her. Her hands fisted on his shirt. Her breathe hitched in fear and heartbeat raised to abnormal speed. Still, taking heavy breathe, She dared to open her and met his.
His eyes were infuriated listening what she just said. His jaw ticked. Furious, that he was right now. Like he can be someone's destruction. She has never seen this side of his. It was totally different shade of him. It's said a calm person is like a sea water. It can a pleasant view of calm water in blue sky and if you try to break certain rule of nature then it can turn Tsunami which can destroy everything. Sanskar was like a sea. It can be calm, still rough and rigid. Never provoke the anger hidden inside a calm person because he can be way more dangerous that you think you can handle. And Swara knew that moment that she has crossed that line. But she only find this is the right way.

"Just utter another word and you will face worst side of me Swara that no one had ever seen. You won't be able to handle that lethal side of me or may be that lead you to even hate me but I just don't care." Sanskar said furiously.

Swara trembled in his hold and tried to say.

"Sanskar.." She tried to voice out her words but couldn't.

"No Swara, I am calm but that doesn't mean I will do anything you ask for. That doesn't mean I sacrifice you. When it comes to you, I won't even listen to you too Swara sanskar Maheshwari. What do you think I am? You will ask for divorce and I would say nothing? I will silently divorce you and let you go?"Sanskar said angrily.

Swara was looking down, she wasn't able to look up. Her eyes were watery.

"Look at me Swara." He said sternly more like ordered her.

"I.. I don't want this relationship anymore, Sanskar. I want divorce. Please.." She whinphers and plead him.

"And you think, I will believe you. Just look at me, I say it!! Why would you say that?" Sanskar asked gripping his hold on her.

Swara squeezed her eyes shut as she shivers with his anger. She knows she was the reason for it. She has aggravated by touching the sensitive point of his heart. She knows what she means to him and she dared to snatch that away from him.

"If you wish to see me dead then say it directly looking into my eyes and I will die for you because that's the only way you can get free from this relationship as I am not going to leave my wife for any fucking reason." Sanskar said sternly.

"Sanskar no!!, don't say that please. I can't see anything happen to you." Swara immediately opened her eyes and looked at him restlessly when she heard his talking about his death.

And this time, he could see her blood red and teary eyes finally that she was trying to hide continuously. His anger suddenly started fading away. She looked more broken than him talking about their divorce, more in pain, more restless. Then why would she say that.

"Why? Just tell me Swara. I need to know. Why? I know You will never think about leaving me then why would you do that? Tell me" He asked looking into her eyes.

This time, she didn't divert her eyes away from him and everything started flashing in front of her eyes. A heartbreaking sob escaped from her mouth. All the confidence that she built to do something which she never wanted was smashed away and she breaks down once again. But this time, in front of him. His expression softened with her tears. He knew there is something wrong. But now it's confirmed. Something is forcing her to say all this. She is hurt. Something is hurting her way too much. She threw her arms around him and hugged him. He also hugged her back encircling his arms around her. He was too restless to see her like that. He has never seen her so broken and crying like this. He was scared. He was continuously asking her but she wasn't saying anything. She was just crying holding on to him and hiding her face in his embrace.