Clio Stormhell ( Completed ) ( BL )

Chapter 26

Clio

At the end the lady accepted Zilas inside the circle while I stayed at the bench kung saan daw pinapa upo ang mga ama, nakatitig lang ako sa circle kung saan naglalaro si Calliope while Zilas was watching her and laughing with her. This is the first time I've seen Calliope smile this wide and acted as if she was a child her age. But, what he called Zilas still bothers me. She called him 'mommy'.

I shouldn't let her call him by that term, hindi naman siya ang ina ng anak ko. Aside from that, if Zilas grew tired of me mas mabuti ako lang ang mag suffer at hindi na kasama ang anak ko.

Alas 4 na ng naka uwi kami, Calliope was bet up when we got home. She was sleeping soundly in Zilas' shoulders, ako kasi ang nakabitbit sa gamit na pinamili nila. Napaka raming paper bags ang dala ko. Nakasabit nga sa dalawang balikat ko ang iba para mabuhat ko lang lahat.

Zilas bought clothes for Calliope and for me, he even bought some hair clips and hair ties for my daughter. We had lunch at a restaurant which Calliope enjoyed the most kasi it was Mario themed, the food and the ambiance was taken from the video game Mario. After that we had a few walks, and decided to go home when Calliope announced how sleepy she is.

Nilagay ko sa sahig ang mga pinabili and took Calliope from Zilas, I walked to our bedroom and laid her down our bed. Tinanggal ko ang sapatos niya at kinuha ang kulambo para itabi sa kaniya. She always reaches for it whenever she sleeps.

Bumalik ako sa living room for Zilas, he was checking the paper bags. Umupo ako sa sofa habang siya naka upo sa sahig, busy sa mga tinitingnan.

“ I'm sorry nga pala sa tinawag ng anak ko sa'yo. ” I started a conversation between us, napatingin sa akin si Zilas.

“ Why do you need to say 'sorry'? It wasn't bad being called 'mommy' and clearly I wasn't offended by it. You're overthinking.” He smiled at me, Zilas doesn't really care about it but I do. I experience having trouble explaining to my daughter where her mom went, and soon enough I'll explain naman kung bakit wala na si Zilas. I can't always feed my daughter lies.

“ No, that wasn't what I meant. Zilas, I know you meant no harm but please don't get my daughter attached to you and then abandon her.”

“ Is that why you can't love me back? Because you're scared that I might abandon you like how your ex did? ” Sumbat niya, natahamik ako. Totoo naman kasi, it's the fear of abandonment that's keeping me from loving someone. I know I'm not the best, I have my own flaws. Alam kung madali lang akong palitan and that's what scares me, kaya nila akong kalimutan agad while I still suffer the pain they caused me.

“ Clio..” Lumapit siya sa akin. His left hand is resting on my knee. “ I'm not going to abandon you. I promise.” He assured me but his words sound like a sweet lie. My head is screaming at me that his lying but my heart wants to give it a chance, I have always sought for someone to love me. And now I have one right here, just this once, I'll let these feelings take control of me. Just this once, I'll give it another chance. Then maybe, just maybe; I can finally be happy.

“ Zilas... ” My face got closer to his until our mouth finally met, I closed my eyes as I savor our kiss.

I licked and sucked his upper lips asking him to open his mouth for me which he did, my tongue immediately invaded his mouth. I was rough with him. I wanted to take the lead.

Time went by fast, Zilas and I are now naked on the sofa. He was spreading my legs while positioning himself to penetrate me. I'm wet as fuck. My hole is stretched enough so I can feel how empty it was. We just did it yesterday but it feels like I haven't done it in a week. I want him now. I want his dick inside of me. My hand went to his cock and I personally positioned its head at the entrance of my ass. I can feel my own hole kissing the tip of his dick.

I want it inside of me.

He bit his lips as he slowly pushed his length inside of me, I can feel it brushing against my walls and pulsating. Deeper. I want him deeper. Zilas, started thrusting in a slow pace as if his trying to introduce his length to my ass. Fuck! I want him to be rougher.

I reached his shoulders and pulled him until our chest was against each other, he was panting as his hips were thrusting slowly. “ Please, fuck me harder. I'm your slut. ” I whispered in his ears.

“ Aaahhhhh~ ” A soft moan escaped my lips when I felt how he got bigger inside of me. Zilas grabbed my leg and pushed it closer to my chest, a few seconds later my eyes were rolled back when he thrust roughly inside of me like he has an intent of crushing my hole.

A different type of electricity coming from there is reaching up to my head, I can't think straight. All I can think about is the pleasure this man is giving me. I can't think of anything but being pounded by his dick. It's so hot to be fuck without mercy.

“ Hmmmmm, Zilas~~ ” I groaned as my nails sunk to the flesh in his back. I forgot to control my strength because of the pleasure. Fuck, it feels so good.

Just the stimulation alone made my cock leak with pre cum.

“ Fuck... ” I heard him groaned, god he's so hot whenever he fucks me. I can barely see his female features.

“ Take my seed, you slut. ” He's voice is hoarse and raspy, god I could even swallow a cum if that's how he always acts whenever we fuck. His words made my dick stiffened and with a few thrust I had my release, all my juices spurted in my stomach and his. Zilas rhythm changes into a rougher one, the couch was even rocking along with his movement as he slammed his dick inside of me. It reaches the deepest of me and releases his cum where my fingers couldn't even reach it.

His body slump above me, Zilas head is on my chest. We were panting, and catching our breath. That felt good yet it feels so wrong! What is wrong with me?! Why did I initiate sex?! I even called myself a slut!

“ I'm sorry for calling you names, I was too into it I lost my sanity for a bit. ” Zilas apologized.

I can't take his apology seriously especially because his dick is still inside my ass.