a/n: hi, i apologize for the late ud. hope u enjoy this chapter.
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Planning to
"So ano nang plans mo ngayon, Kuya Zee? It's not like naman na magiging same pa rin ang friendship niyo ni Kuya Louie after finding about this. For sure, masasaktan din siya." Sinabi ni Luna habang patuloy na naghahalo ng kape niya.
Naupo siya sa harapan ko rito sa may veranda habang sumisimsim din ako nang mainit na kape. Jolene was also sitting across from us, probably wanting to hit her head on the brick after receiving the most horrible hangover after last night.
Lahat kami halos bangag pa rin, pero sinusubukang solusyunan ng mainit na kape.
"I know, Luna... I am also planning to tell him na rin and actually, I feel really bad." Saad ko.
Sa totoo lang, ayoko rin namang masaktan si Lou— pero sa mga bagay palang na hindi niya alam tungkol sa akin ngayon, parang nasasaktan ko na rin siya. It's like I am betraying him as my friend. Sa dalawang araw palang na wala siya, ang dami nang nangyayari and that includes me, meeting my ex here.
Ngayon palang na iniisip kong masasaktan ko ulit si Louie, naguguilty na ko. All he did was be nice to me. He's my bestfriend... He doesn't deserve this at all.
"Hey, hindi mo naman kasalanan. Besides, we're here beside you okay? Just tell Kuya Louie what you really feel and for sure, he'll understand. He's been understanding you, you know?" Luna replied.
Nagpatuloy naman siya sa pag-inom ng kape niya habang si Jolene naman ang nagsalita, "Ayun na rin, Kuya Louie has been understanding Zee for all these years. So siyempre normal din para kay Zee na maguilty."
"But Kuya Lou had the free will to court him, Jolene. Siya naman ang nagsabi— when all these years, sinasabi ni Zee na may mahal siyang iba and it's not the time for relationships? Not gonna lie, Kuya Lou also has some fault with this."
Nasapo ko na lang ang noo sa usapan nila. They're really thinking hard along with me kung ano ba talaga ang gagawin at kung paano sasabihin kay Lou lahat. Gosh, I just wanted to be honest. Gusto kong sabihin lahat-lahat but not in a harsh way.
I wanted Louie to stop. Hindi niya talaga deserve 'to.
"I have to go, may class pa ko." Sinabi ko na sakto ring pagkaubos ng kape ko.
Tinanguan naman nila ako at hinayaan ko na muna sila sa porch. I went for my usual routine then finished off just minutes after. I even had a longer time to pick clothes than my usual time. Tumambay din muna ako sa may veranda nang matapos. Lou is picking me up today.
Kinakabahan ako na ewan. I was really still waiting for the perfect time to tell him. I just don't want to go ballistic over it suddenly. Ayoko rin namang masira ang araw niya bigla.
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