a new era of me

~i hate him.~

~Adaline Rosewood~

~September 25th~

I'm trying here.

I'm really fucking trying.

Right now, I was currently sitting in detention. 

With Riddle.

Because of some dumbass stunt he pulled. 

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't escape him.

I couldn't escape his stupid ass face.

Or just his stupid ass antics.

I'm trying, I've tried. 

Nothing works.

I don't understand how a MAN can piss me off that much.

Who knows.

I certainly don't.

My hair is cut. There was some nasty ass gum in my hair.  I have a massive headache. 

So blessing.

So fun and awesome.

I wasn't even supposed to be here.
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~Several hours earlier~

Yesterday was an odd day. Yesterday was just odd in general, men stress me out.

Why do they even exist? Dick?? Sure as hell ain't love.

I sound like a whore but who gives a fuck, I really don't.

I've been called a whore, slut, and honestly the list just goes on.

And these very words were mostly said by my boyfriend, yeah I love him but his past actions still have a hold on me.

I know he wouldn't hurt me again and say those things again but it still hurt to remember the past.

My birthday was a big reminder of our past.

Whatever, I'm not focused on that. I saw Luna in her bed, but I got up made my way over towards the bathroom and took a well needed shower.

After I showered I changed and I made sure my hair looked nice, I had a date planned with Percy. Quite excited because we hadn't had a date planned in a long while.

So very exciting since it just be the two of us and we wouldn't be surrounded by our friends. Just me and him and a date, very fun.

I made my way out and skipped breakfast, I didn't want to see Riddle today.  I'd avoid him at any cost, he isn't worth my time or anything.

He's not worth anything at all.

I went down to the courtyard and went under Draco's tree. I sat there and watched the scenery around me, the leaves were orange. Orange, yellow, red, and still some green here and there.