thousand words (random poetries!)

100: Rock-bottomed (Words From An Unfortunate Man!)

He sat beneath along
the stars and the sky
The sceneries paints
solace ambience through
Like a portrait of
beautiful masterpiece ,
His sadness lurks along
with his silent tears.
The crickets humming
eerie lullabies
The wind breaks around
his neck to his eyes
The rain looms and
thunderstorms strikes ,
The sound of wet hopes
gives him shivers..
he'll utter cry!

It's a wonderful world
filled with ugly realities
It's been days of shutters
and screams around
In this empty room
where his blood splatters ,
The horrors came back
as he remembers that misery!
It's been a peaceful
midnight as he sleeps ,
So is the surroundings
where poltergeist jest
His throat then suddenly
starts to itched ,
His rest was cut short
as he coughs in horror!

He screams as he gasps
his breath that's fainting ,
His consciousness starts
to shambles in distress
Like a withered leaf
so is his life in utter danger ,
The next thing he know..
he was then utter admitted!
Here in this white painted room
filled with silence ,
It smells like dead people
it makes him vomit
His memories vagued but
he can still taste it ,
His blood that still lingers
in his mouth as he speaks!

His family was scared
to death it hurts him ,
His friends later
knows his nightmare
They tried to soothe
his ailing self but to no avail ,
He was in denial but
this is now his reality!
It was so sudden
he got sick so badly ,
His life was disrupted
so much that it kills him
It was at this point
he knew it was over ,
That night was hellish..
so is the next few years!

He changed so much ,
so much you can't fathom
The pain he suffers ,
the tears and his sorrows
It's like a blackhole
that's deeper than nether ,
A once bright man
became the most cynical man I know!
Each night I can hear his cries ,
Each day I could feel his painful silence
His eyes gives me utter fear ,
A fear you can't ever comprehend!

Days have passed
so are months and years
His smile was beautiful
now only sorrow you'll see
You can see him living in flesh yet ,
You can't feel his will no more indeed!
The sun sets ,
the moon breaks
People walks and runs in haste
But like a living corpse ,
He lives only before that day
He lost his motivation
so is to dream
Only you'll see in him ,
is a man on the edge of a cliff!

What if it didn't happen?
What if he knew it's gonna happen?
If only he knows the consequences ,
He should've taken care more of his self!
So why him of all people?
A question we always ponder to ask
If life is beautiful and kind?
Then why did suffer an unfortunate life?!
Till this day..
He lives through scars and fears
His silent cries I could still hear
From that awful night
as I reluctantly reminisced.
Silent tears ,
muted screams
Along the facades of
laughs and smiles
His pain still lingers
through his mended eyes
That night he met rock-bottomed ;

       
        — Today lies his saving grace!

~ nniiwwpoetry ~ 08/02/24