Trauma of the Forest (Meadema)

~ Chapter 5: Fulfilling Desires ~

Sex. It was something they had been talking about more and more lately. So far it had been limited to some touching and quite a bit of kissing, but they had never actually taken THE action.

Until a week after Beth had asked her to be her girlfriend. Then suddenly, in a fit of excitement, Beth had dragged her into the room, they had kissed on the bed, taken each other's clothes off and they were both naked, Beth on top of Viv.

Beth, always full of self-confidence and a sense of dominance, knew for sure that she was going to make Viv feel incredibly good. She was completely ready to fulfill Viv's desires. Viv, lying under Beth, her girlfriend lying on top of her, looked as if she could burst into tears at any moment.

Beth had learned to read Viv in the past months of dating, learned what signals Viv gave when she was uncomfortable, learned how to reassure Viv. This Viv, now lying beneath her, was not the Viv who seemed like she wanted sex. Pure fear was visible in her eyes.

Flashbacks. Lots of flashbacks shot through Viv's mind. Lisa was dominant, Viv had to do what she wanted during sex. She had little say herself and had to take what Lisa gave her. Now it was Beth, hanging above her, who looked like she wanted the same dominance that Lisa always had.

Suddenly Viv closed her eyes, her body started to shake beneath Beth, she went cold, tears welled up in her eyes. Beth abruptly got off her and hugged her. This was not how she had imagined her first time having sex with Viv. A feeling of guilt immediately shot through her, guilt that she was so eager to have sex when Viv clearly wasn't ready yet.

Now it was time for Beth to put Viv at ease, that sex would come later. First she had to find out what had caused sex to evoke this emotion in Viv. Tears flowed, conversations followed and a whole lot of emotion came out of Viv. Still, for Beth a little reassurance that it was not she who had caused this emotion in Viv, but purely the one who had abandoned her. Lisa.

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Full of desire Beth walked up to Viv, a huge smirk on her face. She threw both her arms over Viv's shoulders and stood on her toes, trying to find the perfect angle to kiss Viv. Viv immediately responded with the same passion. A continuous little kiss, followed by a look into each other's eyes and a small smile. 

'Come on', Viv whispered in her ear. She picked up Beth, who immediately wrapped her legs around Viv, in the exact same position as earlier that day, in the water, she walked to the bedroom. In the bedroom she threw Beth down on the bed, then crawled over her and pressed her lips against Beth's, her hands wandering over Beth's sides.

Beth looked at Viv. Her wife above her. It felt magical. Viv could make her feel so small. When Viv pressed her lips against hers, she closed her eyes, enjoying the attention she was getting from her wife. Viv seemed more eager than ever to kiss Beth, running her hands more aggressively over her body. From that moment on Beth knew for sure, this was going to be the best sex ever.

Viv decided it was time to go a bit further and started to tease Beth's lips. Very slowly she brushed her tongue over Beth's lips, a small subtle hint. 'Come on, open it', she whispered. Beth, eager to test Viv, decided to tease her a bit. 'Make me'.

Viv knew Beth's body like no other. No one knew as well as Viv how to activate Beth's body. She placed her right hand next to Beth as a support and with her left hand she unexpectedly grabbed Beth's still covered breast, causing her to moan a bit with her mouth wide open. Viv smirked and immediately placed her tongue in Beth's mouth.