"Heartless Love"

Longing for her embrace

You ran back to your chamber and sat on the bed . You smiled ...

"Congratulations Your Highness Princess Jennie is Pregnant. You're going to become a father"

Those few words were rushing and running in your mind .
You finally fall back and down , closing your eyes ... Tears brimmed from your eyes and soon it turned into sobs .
Suddenly your eyes darted into the mirror .
He was right there standing behind u , looking at you , you wiped your tears immediately and stood up .
"Do you n-need something?" You asked him looking down.
He didn't say anything but stepped closer to you , his hands moved to your face while his thumbs tried to wipe your tears but then your eyes darted to his actions . You moved a step back .
Tae stared at you from up to down . The denial affected him ...
He took back his hands , and maintained that cold face ...
"Do you disgust me even more?" He asked , you parted your lips to reply.

"I don't and w-why would I? She's your wife and is such a good thing that she's carrying your b-blood"
Throughout speaking you smiled widely, showing him how happy you were for him.

He observed you every action , the reply u gave made him uneasy .
"That's right , why did u run away then ? Won't u congratulate me ? And these tears ? are they of happiness?" He intentionally asked odd question maybe because he was longing to hear something else.
"O-ofcourse" you wiped your tears and chuckled , an angry shiver ran in his body "and yeah congratulations" you said making close his eyes frustrated so that he doesn't burst out on you.

"I was here for a different purpose but continue being so engrossed in our happiness." He said and left from the room....

Tears brimmed from your face as soon as he left. That hurted u , his words did pained ur heart ...
But what about him ? Didn't ur coldness and faking hurt him too ... He left his pregnant wife and came to look after u . Couldn't u see that?

later :-
At this side,  you were distancing yourself from Taehyung as much as u can , coz no matter what being close to him still hurted u . Taehyung's mother , Aalima and everyone was  really happy expect Jungkook , he still couldn't digest everything going on.
You were trying to look as much joyful as u could . It felt like the whole palace was busy in taking care of Jennie .
Taehyung paid alot attention to her and made sure he has no problem afterall it was his fetus growing in her womb. Yet he couldn't bring himself to be really glad of the news , it was like he was binded with a sudden responsibility.
But there was no moment he didn't thought about u , but only if u let him come closer to u .
And on the other side the war dates were drawing closer ....
Taehyung was already stuck in so many things and your ignorant self made him more impatient , furious and guilty . He was being punished for something he never did intentionally.
That night was a mistake ? Wasn't it?

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"Tae yk i missed this warmth of your arms" Jennie said clinging on his arms as he sat there quietly.
He nods . Jennie looked at him and held his hands "tae why are u so silent? Our baby won't like it" she placed his hand on her belly. 
"Have you thought what would we name our baby?" Jennie asked excitedly seeing his not interested face just to seek some attention.
"I haven't thought about it Jen" Taehyung replies , Jennie rolled her eyes and looked away .
"Y/n" Jennie exclaimed.
Taehyung immediately looked in your direction . You bowed at them.
"Eomma has sent this milk for you" you kept it on the table and asked for your leave.
"Princess Y/n can u please stay here a longer ... I'm bored and Taehyung would also like it" she said and you sat down infront of them on the couch.
"Can u please pass me the milk" Taehyung got up to grab it but Jennie held him back "not you .. Y/n can u ?"
You got up and gave it to her .
Taehyung was observing everything , how Jennie used to make u do her works all the time and he didn't like that for some reason . Jennie drank the milk and clunged onto Tae more.
"Is there Anything more or can I leave ?" You asked . Before Taehyung could reply Jennie cutted him off "can u please massage my legs , it feels numb coz of pregnancy" Taehyung's eyes widened on her foolish demand .