"We'll see about that."I watch as Rukia turns her back to me, her soft footsteps ringing like a bell. Even as she walks away, my heart pounds, booming from my chest. She slips out the door without turning around, not even to share a grimacing look with me. The pounding in my chest continues, as my heart sinks down to my stomach. I place my hand on the table, allowing for my fingers to form a fist.
"Bitch!"
I slam my fist down onto the table, but it's not enough to capture any of my rage. I continue slamming down onto the table, feeling the wood begin to splinter into the side of my hand. With each blow, my rage only continues to grow and manifest until a solid dent is formed.
"Stupid."
Bang.
"Stupid!"
Bang.
"STUPID!"
BOOM!
I feel as my fist breaks through the wood, and blood rushes to my cheeks.
It's not fair. It's not fair that she gets to be here... That she gets to talk to me... She doesn't deserve to even glance in the direction of Satoru or my kids. Her presence disgusts me. Even the thought of her roaming the same hallways as me makes me sick.
"It's never fair." I whisper as I pull my hand from the hole in the table. I withhold the tears as I contemplate what my next move is. It has to be better than hers, it has to be smarter. Why does she want him? Is she truly in love with him? If she is, is it as much as I love him?
I run my hands through my hair, pacing the library. I pick my mind for how to go about this, how to out her behavior. When I expose what she did to Satoru, I need to have proof, that's the only way that he'll believe me. This isn't just a grudge that I choose to hang onto, this is a matter of my safety. Matters of the safety of Megumi and Tsumiki and Kai.
I think back onto the first time I ever saw her. Satoru tried his best to put on a performance, and at one point she even tried to make a run for it. I remember her tantrum at the New Year festival, that was when it began. That's when I knew that she didn't care about anybody but herself. I can't believe that I chalked it up to her being young, unaware of her actions. I mean, I even tried to forgive her for what she told the Higher- Ups.
If everything that she did was just because she was a bratty teenager, then why does she continue to do this. She doesn't feel bad, because she continues to announce her love for Satoru. This is deeper than some twisted love story. She wasn't in love with him back then, and she's probably not in love with him now. She wants something, but what could it be?
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Future. | Satoru Gojo
Fanfiction2007. Tokyo Metropolitan Curse Technical College. As you try to navigate the sorcerer world, you are faced with a question regarding your future. Would you choose living a normal life, or facing new battles every day for the man you love? Is Jujuts...