I am in love -Taylor X Travis

Twenty

Travis POV

"I might be pregnant" Taylor mumbles from my phone, she says it so quietly that i could have missed exactly what she said but i am pretty sure i heard her correctly 

"You think you are pregnant?" i ask making sure i did her her right 

"I could be" she once again mumbles, my mind runs wild but i keep staring at her. She lifts her hand to wipe a tear that has made its way down her face.

"Princess don't cry, do you have any tests with you?" i ask 

"No" she answers wiping more of her tears 

"Okay well i will get some delivered to your hotel give me a second" i quickly say before getting her three different tests and messaging her security to let them know it will be there in ten minutes. 

"I'm sorry" she finally lifts her head so she is looking at me 

"You have nothing to be sorry for princess okay, everything will be okay" i try to reassure her as best as i can while i am also freaking out a little.

"I don't even know if you want to have kids or if you want them with me and i will have to stop my tour and i cant handle the throwing up i hate that and i am already so sad it will just get worse ugh" Taylor spits out in a rush 

"Calm down girlie" i let out a chuckle but she glares at me so i instantly fall silent.

"Do you need me to come there?" I ask knowing there really isn't a way for me to get to her right now but if i have to i will move my whole day around 

"Travis you cant" she explains her breathing still uneven

"Okay well you need to take a breath sweet girl and we can figure this out together" i offer needing her to calm down 

"But everything is a mess and you are going to be angry and i am scared" she starts crying again 

"Why would i be mad my love?" 

"Because what if i am pregnant, we haven't talked about this and i don't know if you want kids or if you want kids with me" she tries to explain but oi am left gob smacked. It is always a shock when she says things like this, when she thinks that in some world she isn't enough 

"Princess i promise no matter what that test says i will love you unconditionally. We haven't spoken about it and i know over the phone isn't ideal but i would love to have a family with you, to have another person to count my blessings on" 

"I love you" she blurts wiping the last of her tears 

"I love you to sweet girl" 

Taylor POV

Travis and i stayed silent for at least a few minutes, me processing my thoughts and i assumed he was doing the same. I am broken out of my thoughts when a knock comes from the door. 

"Go open the door sweet girl" Travis breaks the silence 

I get up and open the door a little, taking the bag from my security and picking my phone up before going into the bathroom. I place my phone down so it is leaning against the large mirror so Travis can see me. I place the bag down next to the phone and take a deep breath. 

"This isn't how i pictured this in my head" I admit 

"Pictured what?" Travis asks

"Us finding out if we are pregnant, i umm i always pictured you coming home from practice or something and i would surprise you with like baby clothes and balloons. It was nothing like this, with us on facetime and me being a freaking out mess" I explain 

"Taylor" Travis starts "That sounds wonderful but i would have never expected it, if you have to find out by peeing on a stick i don't see why i should get the grand surprise" He admits and i had never thought of it like that 

 i let out a giggle before speaking "I never thought like that, why does the person who is going to be carrying the baby have to find out the shitty way that's a little fucked up" 

"Sweet girl you are stalling" Travis lets me know he knows exactly what i am doing and he isnt wrong, I am so scared to take the test and i would talk about anything in this moment to not have to do it 

"What if its positive?" I ask 

"Then you decide what you want to do and i will support you no matter what"

"Me decide? It would be your baby to Travis" i explain confused as to what he is meaning 

"Yes i know but it isn't my body that would be changing and going through everything nor is it my career that would be affected as much as yours" he explains his words.

"Oh okay"

I puck up the bag and take out the three different boxes containing different brands of pregnancy tests. I roughly open all of them and then take my phone in my hand 

"I will call you back in a minute i guess" I say and you can hear the nerves in my voice 

"Why would you call me back, i can stay on the phone" 

"Travis i need to pee on these" i chuckle 

"Yes i am aware" 

"Fine but i am muting it because that is weird" 

"Okay sweet girl" 

Once i have successfully used all the tests i flip them so they are face down and unmute Travis. We stay in silence for the few minutes it takes for the tests to work. my alarm goes off indicating its time to flip them over and see what they say. 

"Its time" i whisper to Travis 

"I love you no matter what baby" he offers. 

The nerves are going crazy in my stomach as i reach my hand over and flip all six tests over so all they answers are facing me, i let out a breath that i was unaware i was holding. 

They all say the same thing.