twisted feelings ; || sjy+

one hundred sixty.

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You helped Ni-ki carry the drinks inside as you placed them on the counter.

You didn't even feel like eating.

This little group, was all you needed, they were all you wanted right now.

"Hi my sweet girl" Emily said giving you a gigantic hug.

"Hi. " You said.

"You doing okay? " She said.

"No, but I'm managing. " You said.

"I kinda like really wanna die, but let's not do that. " You said.

"Yeah, let's not. " Emily said.

"Tell us everything. " She said sitting down on the chair.

"Well, I got to school, went to first period, saw Heeseung, he completely ignored me." You said.

"Really? " Emily said softly.

"Yep, sat in first period, did some notes, he stopped by to get his essay, still nothing. " You added.

"Oh..." Emily said sadly.

"Ended up having to go with him to the printing office, still said nothing. " You said.

"Like, at all? " Emily said.

"Absolutely nothing. " You said.

"Aww babe, this is hurting my heart, I hate this. " She said grabbing you.

Sunghoon frowned as he rubbed your back.

Ni-ki leaned his head on top of yours and held you tightly.

"We'll get through this KK, I promise. " Emily said.

"God, I fucking hope so, because if not, I'm moving out of the apartment. " You said.

"What?! No, don't do that?! " Emily said.

"I have to Em, if this continues to happen, I can't just stay with him. " You said.

"But babe? It's only been a day or two, what if things change? " Emily said.

"They change, great. They don't, I'm moving out, simple. " You said.

"But where will you stay? " Emily said.

"There's an apartment complex looking for home rentals, it seems like a good place, it seems peaceful, so why not. " You said.

"You mean? The one you, Jake, and Heeseung went too see that one day? " Ni-ki added.

"Yep, that's the one, I've been looking at vacant apartments, I did really like it, so if things don't change, I'm moving there. " You said.

"Do you have enough money? Do you need any of my help? " Emily asked.

You smiled at her.

"Thank you babe, but no, I have a good amount of savings, I don't spend much, it's enough for the first three or four months of rent, and I'm working now, so it'll be perfect." You said.

"Well, if you ever need anything, absolutely anything, you know exactly who to ask, okay ? " Emily said.

"Same goes for me, anything at all, just let me know. " Hoonie said.

"Don't even bother looking at me, you know I got you, we're family, after all. " Ni-ki smiled.

You smiled at them.

"Thanks you guys. " You said.

"We got you, no matter what KK, always, always. " Sunghoon added.

"God, I love you guys, I know I've been such a handful, I'm so sorry. " You said.