His brother

76. Chapter

New York, United States
July

"Maximiliano, we'll talk tomorrow, I'll leave you alone. Now go lie down and rest, you need peace and quiet. Kristen has prepared your room, dinner is at five." I didn't wait for an answer and with those words I went to my bedroom where I changed into shorts and a tank top.

I needed to decompress and free my mind from the surrounding matters that were happening around me right now. Therefore, my steps led, as always, to the forest, where I ran and ran to the last of my strength.

If Shannon had been here, I would have taken my frustration out on her, but unfortunately she wasn't here. I suddenly realized..

What if Shannon was here?

Since when do I only fuck one? Ever since she came into my life, you fool.

I was already starting to lose myself in my own feelings for her. I resisted it a little, but when she suddenly looked at me with those eyes of hers, I couldn't hold back. Something drew me to her from the very beginning and I still couldn't figure out why.

How was she different from other women? First of all, probably in the fact that she didn't crawl into my bed by herself. She still ran away from me and resisted it from the beginning, but she still couldn't resist me.

I could never resist her.

She was forbidden territory for me, but I couldn't let her go. I wanted to have her with me no matter what. Why was that? Shouldn't I be afraid of that damn feeling? Yes, I was afraid of it as a little boy, but she was stronger than the feeling.

Despite all that, she was still innocent and pure to me.

I still had the photo she sent me a few days ago in my mind. I couldn't shake the feeling that she was extremely beautiful in the presence of a child.

Did she actually realize what influence she had on me? I don't think so.

I thought about what if she had my child, but I dismissed that right away, it was not possible. I didn't even really know if I wanted a child. Until recently, there hasn't even been a woman I've treated like Shannon.

Good enough. This was destroying me even more. In no time my head would explode from all this, I was sure of it. Shannon stood on one bridge, my brother on the second, and Sevens on the third.

Which of these should I choose? My answer should be my brother and it would be, but I also want Shannon and I also want to destroy the Seven.

My definitive answer would be - I want everything and I will get it. I have always gotten what I wanted and this will be no exception.

It meant that a war would break out in a moment and I had to mentally prepare for it because it would have many consequences that I had feared all these years. I am facing something that is bigger than me.

I tried to find my lost balance while running, but it was probably even worse than before. That's why I ran a longer route than usual. Running for about half an hour was always enough for me, but this was a completely different situation. I needed to physically destroy myself so that I couldn't think about anything else today.

Even though my thoughts kept running to the blond girl with the most beautiful eyes ever.