Obsessed | Jude Bellingham

The End

Obsession is an intense, often overwhelming fixation on a person, activity, or idea, where thoughts and actions become dominated by this singular focus, often to the detriment of other aspects of life.
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This has been Obsessed

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Dearest Gentle reader (nah I'm just playing)

If you've made it to the end, thank you!

I was a bit nervous about this book because I knew it wasn't the conventional 'Jude Book.' I had him playing a role in such a twisted plot, and I wasn't sure how it would be received. But to my surprise, it was well received ! I've seen the comments and my message board, and I just want to express my deepest gratitude for all the support and kind words.

I'm also hoping I won't be ganged for the ending, but if you think about you'll see why it had to go that way.

One of the most common questions I get is, 'How do you come up with these things?' or I receive comments on my writing style.

The answer: I majored in Journalism and took several creative writing classes throughout high school and university. Writing has always been a part of my life. I love being able to create; it's like an escape for me. After a rough day at work, I come home and throw myself in a creative piece—it's incredibly relaxing, honestly. Plus I'm going to be starting my masters in communications in few weeks 😅 so writing, writing, more writing.

Currently, I work in Marketing and Communications I have PR experience (I sound a bit old I'm 24 lol, but yes this also influences my writing. For example, in Junior's business deal, you'll notice a marketing pitch angle because, truthfully, I know very little about CEOs and how they conduct their deals and that's not something you can necessarily google I think? Lol so I pull on what I can do or better yet make up ✨

In one of my other Jude books (you would've seen the marketing touch again, my bad I have to get out of my comfort zone)

I also put a lot of thought into details, so I do my research. When it came to building Bianca's character, especially her condition, I had to read up on it to ensure I portrayed her authentically or as best as I could. I'm no author so I'm sure it could have been tweaked more.

Other questions, will I write more books, more Jude books?

Answer:  Yes I'll do more books for sure, this is a hobby I enjoy, more Jude books I'm not sure I don't want to overdo him😂 then you get tired of just seeing Jude, I will explore others. When? Soon lol

I'm thinking of a spin off because I could build on Junior storyline, even Madison (the other sister based on her story line the perfect one but is she really?), I could even continue Jude with his back story, I mean Bianca is out, will she return or does she stay with Dominik✨ hmmm. But spin offs and sequels sometimes don't live up to the first book. Lol so no promises of that.

Also, the intention was to leave this up to interpretation but no Jude does not end up with Alexis, he's vulnerable and just like Bianca she saw the opportunity to be there at his lowest, as seen in the book that's the easiest way for someone to slip in. That's them trauma bonding, so no he doesn't end up with her.

It was quite funny seeing the comments to kill her off 😭😭 you guys are hilarious

Also, I foreshadowed the ending of the book at the beginning, you would've seen that at the end. What you read, Bianca POVs would've been here recollection of what happened, in a sense she was journaling what took place while she was in the facility. Chapter one started with "few months earlier" ...

I say all of this to say I had fun writing this!

Thank you all again ❤️